long freakin day ...  

tipadee 36F
1316 posts
9/9/2005 12:04 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

long freakin day ...


Today, what a day. I ended up with very little sleep last night, and didn't get to nap, so I was ... grouchy. To say the least. Saw that the asshole was online today. I FORGOT... The other day, driving through orchard mesa, I was chatting with grandma, and some guy cuts me off, pissing me off, and then I noticed it was the asshole. I was doing really well. That ass had failed to make me cry, he just really pissed me off, but when I saw him, MY BRAIN JUST STOPPED. This worse part of having the privilege to have been burned by this loser is that I miss him. Not really sure what I miss, the rude remarks, the nasty attitude, the embarrassment or the sex, it's all so aggrevating. I don't really miss anything specific, I think it was the human contact. He had the best hands and did want me near him, when no one could see, asshole, but I did like it .. I hate being such a girl ....

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