So what is the opposite of Love?  

time4me2Bfree 46F
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6/5/2006 10:00 am

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7/23/2006 6:05 pm

So what is the opposite of Love?

At first love is like a single thread, it's bright and shiny like gold and at first it will snap at the slightest tug.

Over the years, more threads are added, twined and twisted about the first, making the thread into a rope and then a cord.

Strong, tough and able to stand the pull and tug of life.

So I didn't think you could really end or kill love. Weaken it, damage it.....yes.....but break every tie, every thread?

So, to find that it IS possible to feel it break is almost a shock. I find my entire foundation rocked.

Instead of looking at him as my other half......I realize that he is different in fundamental ways that I simply can not imagine wishing to tie myself to.

If I met him today, I would play/flirt/fuck him but never let him close to me because he lacks the depth to reciprocate what I would give.

But I didn't meet him today.

So, I am no longer angry (YEAH!!) which means the other side is not Hate

or crying (TG!!) which means the other side is not sorrow

or even wishing for yesterday which means that the other side is not hopelessness.

Instead, I feel nothing. Nothing at all.

So, is the other side of love indifference?

Yet I must see that love can be broken. And if it can be broken, than I think I shall simply love my children and my dog and keep myself whole cause this has been a very hard year.

No, I'm not numb.....I laugh and smile and am horny. I just think of him now, and I feel....nothing personal.

rm_moncaric 35M
1 post
6/5/2006 10:19 am

Hey there how are you doing today?

time4me2Bfree 46F
9 posts
6/8/2006 7:29 am

Today I am happy.

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