my new profile  

timberwolf6972 44M
1119 posts
8/28/2006 5:49 pm

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my new profile

my new profile pretty much describes where i'm at right now in life. i'm tired of doing the fuck buddy thing. it's gotten very old and played out. i think i'm ready for something serious in my life now. i've been alone for far too long now.

do you know what it's like to be surrounded by people and still be alone? i know that may sound crazy to some who may read this but i feel sure that some of you will understand my meaning.

some people seem to think that i lead this wild and crazy lifestyle that's ever so fun. this is bullshit, i mean that. my life is lonely, empty, plagued with drama and i'm tired of living this way. when i made the choice to live this life that i live i thought it was all fun and games. trust me when i say that it is far from that.

i'm tired of all the different women in my bed. i'd trade them all for just one good woman to spend the rest of my life with. they aren't bad women, they just can't offer me what i need. i'm just so tired of drama, meaningless sex and short term relationships that lead to nowhere.

i no longer have an interest in fuck buddies, pets and all that other bullshit. if you wanna be my friend fine and if not fine. if you can't offer me anything serious and make me your #1 man then a friend is all you can ever be to me if even that.

i hear that men are a dime a dozen? that's kinda how i look at pussy. i can dial 7 digits and get pussy delivered faster and just as hot as a domino's pizza, i'm not even kidding. i'm tired of this. i've come to realize that if the best thing that you have to offer me is your pussy then you are absolutely worthless in my eyes.

i'm gonna take some time away to figure out what i'm doing wrong here. i don't know if it's my image or my approach that's causing this problem.
the time has come for me to find a decent woman to spend my life with.

honestly i don't think i'm fit at this time to be with the type of woman that i want but i'm gonna work on that too.
i'm not having confidence issues or anything like that but i just know that their are things about me that attract the wrong type of women and scare the ones i should be with away.

i've spent the last few days deep in thought and discovered that i need a change for the better. i plan on doing alot more soul searching till i figure out what i need to do in order to make this happen. i already know what kind of woman i like and the next step is getting her attention and keeping it.

anyhow i just thought i'd update all my true friends on my situations. i still don't plan on blogging anymore but i may post updates from time to time.


Whispersoftly5 51F
15176 posts
8/28/2006 6:30 pm

I'm glad that you'll be posting updates every now and again. I was missing you already!

It sounds like your priorities are really changing and I'm sure you'll do everything you feel you need to in order to bring about the changes you want. You always have my support and friendship and know how to reach me if you need anything.

BTW, I can understand what it means to be surrounded by people and yet feel totally alone. I expect many of us can and I'm sorry sweetie that you're feeling that.

Big hugs and kisses to you. {=}


rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
8/28/2006 6:39 pm

I wish you well sweetie. Funny how we change isnt it?

Purry {=}

Purry


Sweetpickles69 47F

8/28/2006 6:48 pm

At least let us know you're alive, from time to time! I'd love a serious relationship with you! I wish you lived closer. You'd probably got tired of me though. I think I'm a little too tame for you. Hang in there! You still got me!

Peace,
Pickles

Peace,
Pickles


PandorasBoxxxx 105F
10040 posts
8/28/2006 7:19 pm

Wow, when I read this post it so hit home with me.
Although I haven't had an endless stream of men in my bed there are alot of issues that you brought up in this post that I feel myself.

I am currently on two weeks vacation and I too have been doing alot of soul searching.

do you know what it's like to be surrounded by people and still be alone? Oh god yes, do I ever!

Sometimes I wonder whats worse, being in a rotten marriage and feeling lonely or being single and feeling lonely.

Hope you find what you're looking for.

Best Wishes.

Pan

Teenagers are god's punishment for having sex!!

Pan


rm_StrwbyBlnde 51F

8/28/2006 7:44 pm

My dearest,
I think that there is a time when we meet someone who reminds us what is and what could be and we realize that our 'what is' isn't up to our "what could be". I am plain and ordinary and not nearly as wild as you (you might be a bit overbearing in your approach) but I am content with my little life. The house, the dog, the kids.....it's someone to SHARE it with that I seek.
You know who you are....and I think that your heart, while hidden deeply, has healed. It is time, then, to go forth and seek that which holds the key.
I think it's good that you have gotten over the free lifestyle that you have been used to, because it will keep you from feeling resentful should a relationship appear in your doorway...or IM window.

Is it better to be alone or lonely in a crowd?

Stop the rollercoaster, dearest, and get off for a while. Find the peace within your heart...for it is there that your answers lie.
Love and light,
Jenna (nlst)
(school's in..........)


collaredmuff01 51F  
1956 posts
8/28/2006 8:30 pm

I'm just excited for you. That's all I'm going to say.

Muffy da Brat


julie4daddy34 45F
599 posts
8/28/2006 8:57 pm

Hope you find her. Shes out there somewhere.


noordinarychic2 48F
242 posts
8/28/2006 9:30 pm

It's the ache for a hug after a long day...or the longing for arms to hold you in the middle of the night when you can't sleep...or having someone to call when you got an A on your nursing quiz...or making dinner and feeling sad because its only dinner for one...or just wanting to be known...inside and out, for who and what you are...what your really are. And no-strings sex...may be good for the body but it eventually eats away at your soul...chin up dude...sounds like a road worth traveling to me...noc2


rm_sexxikritter 52F
2715 posts
8/28/2006 9:32 pm


mycin62 54F

8/29/2006 1:55 am

I just read your new profile, you are so much like my man, you could be long lost brothers, lol

Good luck on your search, she's out there, believe me, she is


Sulabula 45F
12658 posts
8/29/2006 3:22 am

It's rare to find a man like you that is looking for the right woman ...Good luck with your search ...

Sula xxx

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want2play926 45F

8/29/2006 8:13 am

Timber,

I too was a wild, fun loving party girl in my day. It got old for me too. I didn't realize how old till I found my Hubby. Every man I was ever with seem to think that the more I drank and the harder I partied was better. Hubby was the first to tell me "I think you drank enough. Let me drive you home." He liked me better sober and clean. Guess what? I did too.

My dear sweet Timber, I think you are growing up! LOL I wish you only the best. 'She' will come to you and you two will have a wonderful life. Just have the patience to let it happen when the time is right.

I hope you continue to update us on how you are. I think of you often.

W2P


SingleNLooking72 105F

8/29/2006 8:37 am

"do you know what it's like to be surrounded by people and still be alone?"

Hell yes, I do. You'll find her though.....

Good luck! {=}

LJ


rm_cutechubby8 46F
3428 posts
8/29/2006 1:12 pm

hi wolfie, so glad you're okay, and boy do I know what it's like to be a crowded room and feel like I'm the only one there! I'm glad you've decided what you want and are going out to get it, too many look for the 'right now', I hope you find what you're searching for - completion of you! xxxx


rm_autumngirl61 55F
741 posts
8/29/2006 4:32 pm

Aww, Timber

I know how your feeling. You can make things better in your lifestyle, but it's really important not to change who you really are. It doesn't work that way. I admire how you make us smile, laugh, share, etc.

I really wish you alot of good luck with what you're searching for. I'm sure like heck that there's a wonderful lady who is what you're really looking for finally....one day.

Take one thing at a time, honey. Just remember my hugs for ya.

*hugs*
autumn


MOfunNOWWOW 55F

8/31/2006 7:33 pm

the best is yet to come


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


rm_chanda69 47F
418 posts
9/3/2006 9:32 pm

you may not want to hear this from me, but i hope you find her soon. i recently thought i'd found someone, but he wound up dead.
XXXOOOXXX chanda

XXXOOOXXXchanda


letstryit4fun38 49F

9/4/2006 8:12 am

i sincerely hope you find someone that treats you right and makes you happy. loneliness is the devils workshop, it leaves us too much time to delve into trouble. i too will miss you and miss being your pet.

WELCOME TO MY WICKED BUT WONDERFUL WORLD!


bbw4u06 50F

9/4/2006 6:01 pm

Good luck in your search. I know what you mean about being alone. I felt like that in my own home and its no fun. You have to be true to yourself and look for what you want and need.


lifeisablast333 53M

9/30/2006 11:04 pm

good luck dude....the redneck
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