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thr3sum 33M/F
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11/13/2005 7:04 pm

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4/1/2006 6:21 pm

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The message is that love is all there is. The sex is great yet not fulfilling. I still feel empty after i eat and I can't quit thinking of what if....
there was this new guy years ago that absolutely adored me and i pushed him away and i laughed in his face and he still tried to be close to me. It was like i had a groupie. We never had any sex. He kissed me once with a closed mouth and i laughed. I was stoned. He invented clever ways to tell me that he wanted to be with me and all i ever did was take that second look that told me to say no. Now i remember these things and I feel like i kept myself out of his life for him I was really messed up when he wanted me and now I am glad that we never were because now he is happy and has that love he wished for and I too have the love that i needed, we can finally be friends again. There is no pressure. His wife is beautiful and talented. Good for him.
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my husband is very good looking but he could stand to lose a few pounds. So could I.
That doesn't stop us from finding each others hot spots in the middle of the night. even if we fight i know that we will be alright if our feet find each other while we sleep. Our feet always cuddle, even if it's a hot night and our bodies are too warm to be so close our feet will be intertwined and i love it. I think it feels secure. we are good together, and i think that it will get even better as soon as I get into school.
I can't stand other people, they bother me. I can be with my husband everyday all day and not get bored or annoyed or angry, he bothers me to the point that i can't wait for more. I say, "come on babe, gimme your best shot."
Then he does and I'm tackled and tickled and pinched and his breath on my ear makes me crazy.I squirm to get away and just as I'm about to be free i give up and we lay together breathing hard after that wrestling match. Smiles all around.
I'm happy that he's my friend. I'm glad that he's my lover. I'm lucky that he loves me too.
he'll be home soon i should be ready

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