Is all of this not good, or just the first part?  

the_antidote 34M
2 posts
7/29/2005 6:10 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Is all of this not good, or just the first part?

I guess I hit a nerve or something. I had met a nice young lady on here, interested in the same things I am, attractive, very nice all around. We were talking on yahoo, and it was storming where I am. I lost my internet. All of it. I dont know how long she waited for my reply, or if she got it and I never replied to her. But I do know this. She suddenly does not want to talk to me anymore. The last post I got on IM from her was "i dont like rain" and I lost my internet. I dont know if she got my reply, said something, and suddenly I wouldnt talk anymore, or what. On a rougher note... I have been with a girl for years. Literally years. I dont think I love her. I dont know if I ever did, or if I have just been telling her what she wanted to hear. I have decided to break up with her. I dont know how I feel about this, but I think I should feel something other than relief if I love her, right? Why do I want to dance? Why do I want to throw my shit into my truck and run like the wind? Have I been stuck in sray puppy mode, just staying around because I felt sorry for her? When we met she was in pretty bad shape. I have fixed the vast majority of her psychological problems, now a part of me feels it is time to move on. Is it because she was my first girlfriend and my first sexual encounter after 20 years of being ignored by the opposite sex, or now women are seeing me as more than friend material and I want to find one of these prettier gals, or, should this three year relationship have been a one night stand and I was just too busy with other aspects of my life to realize it???

larissa4her 34F

8/11/2005 2:17 am

Sounds like you need to cut and run. if you dont feel it now, you wont feel it later.

rm_titsandtires 51M/41F
3656 posts
2/23/2006 8:38 pm

Remember the movie "colors"? Keep this in mind...

Papa bull and baby bull are on a hill above a field full of cows. The Baby bull says "Hey let's run down their and fuck us one of them cows! The Papa bull replies, "Let's walk down, and fuck 'em all."

Think like a papa bull.


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