Thinking of leaving!!!!  

texaslost 47F
48 posts
7/27/2006 5:32 am

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7/31/2006 6:03 am

Thinking of leaving!!!!

Good Morning everyone.....I had a chat with a very friendly man yesterday as I was getting ready for work on my cell which really got me to thinking. I'm considering leaving the site. I've met some wonderful people on here but I've also met some real creeps. This is actually my second time on AdultFriendFinder because last summer I was in Alabama on a job with my husband. I put myself out there in Alabama on this site and I met some awesome people. I met one great guy and made lots and lots of friends, I haven't. I really don't have the time in my life to spend all day on this site. When I was in Alabama and Texas my marriage was pretty much over and felt like it was in a shambles. When my husband came up here he came up in October (I didnt come up till january) We legally seperated at that time because all we seemed to be doing was fighting all the time and we were both afraid we were going to end up hurting each other or somehow with all our fighting damaging our sons. I already at that time had my oldest son in counseling because he had seen too much of our fighting and he had the notion in his little head that it was ok to treat mommy like shit. So....we seperated and he came up here. We found that we missed each other and his life up here was so wonderful and happy that I decided after all the years we had been together it deserved another shot. One more time was all I could think. Since we've been up here our marriage has been basically a good one.Maybe I'm just feeling like I shouldn't be doing this anymore or maybe it's just because I found someone so fast in Alabama and as of right now I havent found someone thats just right yet. I dunno whats wrong with me these days...growing up I suppose. Anyway it's always great to come here and vent and write out what I'm feeling so I'm afraid I'd miss the joint. Maybe I'll just change my profile to "Looking for friends" and if something happens then it happens if not then I havent lost anything.Have a great day everyone.....

rm_mrgumby424 58M

7/27/2006 3:07 pm

Don't leave. You are expanding your mind and your possibilities. I too have had a situation similar to the "left him in Alabama" and I do miss the mental as well as physical relationship. I would surely like to chat with you, but our time/availability must not be in sync at the moment. You have much to lose and "what to gain" by leaving. I enjoy your blog very much, it's honesty, insite, are very enriching to us that read it. Don't lose your dreams, act upon them.

Fletch8491 50M

7/28/2006 6:42 am

I have found that the harder you look, the less you find. I have taken the approach to just have fun on this site and whatever happens happens. You can't force things especially if there is a specific thing that you want. It will sneak up on you when you least expect it if you stop looking for it.

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