Losing faith..........  

texaslost 47F
48 posts
7/19/2006 8:25 am

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7/27/2006 5:09 am

Losing faith..........

Hello everyone!!!! You ever feel as if the faith that binds you in life is fading? Sometimes I wonder whats for real and whats not. There are so many lonely people out there....online and not online. I have to wonder why. They say that when God created us he created someone for everyone to love. Then why is there so many people out there alone? I have to think each day how lucky I've been in my life to have found the love that I did. It's sad to know that not everyone has that love in their life and may always end up alone. Me? 19 years ago I had my husband walk into my life and he has always been good to me. Yet, I look elsewhere. I get involved and even though I stress from the very beginning that no matter what, I will never leave my husband they always end up falling in love. The feelings become intense and someone always ends up hurt. Women like me are a dime a dozen....were out there to have fun and thats all there is to it. Theres some women on here that are alone all the time yet my inbox is always loaded. Is it because of the way I look? I'm pretty sure it is. How many times I have had a man talking to my breasts...lol It's funny to watch a man fall all over his tongue yet sad to watch a woman that may not be all that attractive be alone and never have a man "check her out" To me...it's not the way you look that makes a person...it's their inner self, their heart and their soul. We should all feel that way but sadly thats just not the case.

texaslost 47F

7/20/2006 6:09 am

Your very welcome. It was very nice chatting with you too. Intelligent conversation is hard to come by.

Fletch8491 50M

7/20/2006 6:48 am

Obviously, physical attraction is what causes the initial draw, but you are so right about having to look at so much more to define attraction. So many times I find myself attracted to women that are not "traditionally beautiful" and not attracted to the beauty queens and it has to do with how the whole package comes across. A woman's mind is the key to her beauty.

texaslost 47F

7/20/2006 7:14 am

Fletch? You are very right in saying that. Nice to know some of you guys feel that way.

rm_mrgumby424 58M

7/20/2006 3:57 pm

I think most of us are looking for both mental and physical stimulation. We may have someone we love, yet there are perhaps areas of our mind that may not match to our lover. Is it possible to love more than one simultanously,no not make love to more than one, but actually have love for more than one. I beleive so, as they may meet different needs in us as we do in them. Being sincere is not just getting it on, but caring and understanding how to mutually satisfy one another.

SirMounts 102M

7/25/2006 9:05 pm

Well, everything that you say makes sense to Me... except for the "losing faith" part. *wink*
A very warm welcome to blogging, texaslost. *smiling* ...you express yourself very well.

texaslost 47F

7/26/2006 5:27 am

Sir mounts....chocolate...and mrgumby...(lol...I love those names) I am very pleased to meet all of you. Thank you all so much for your comments and you all make very good points. Sirmounts?>>>>> I havent totally lost my faith that there is another significant other out there for me other than my husband (of course). I am just looking for a certain type man so I am weighing my options and getting to know some of you spiritually and then will make my decision as to who that will be. I'm not being conceited or even trying to make it sound as if I am the best woman around. I am simply a married woman that is basically happy with her life so that certain someone has to be perfect for me to take the chance thats involved in this. Chocolate?>>>> WOW!!!! What an amazing insight you have in life. Thank you soooooo very much for your comments. I am very very pleased that in reading my blogs some men have begun to think about the way they speak to me or any other woman. Thats exactly what I was hoping for. Most woman have a stereotype for women and I know in my heart of hearts that alot of men are only after one thing. My problem is that I am a very intellectual woman that gets turned on more by intelligence and sweetness in a man more than a man thats cocky and unruly. He's out there somewhere and in the meantime while I am finding him I am thoroughly enjoying the conversations I am having with some of you and getting to know y'all on a different level than most people do (i'm sure) Mrgumby? You are so very right in what you said. In answer to your question.....Yes...it is possible to love two people at once for I have been there before and had to leave him behind. It was heart breaking but him and I both knew from the very beginning that I would never leave my husband so when we got transferred up here we both also knew I had to go. I wouldnt give my memories with him up for anything. I'm just hoping as is he in Texas that I find that same relationship up here with one of you on here. I feel (and this may be wrong) that when I have that extra special relationship in my (private) life that my marriage is so much better for it. Have a great day everyone....kisses!!!!!!

rm_marnisway 85F
5018 posts
7/26/2006 8:52 am

welcome...to the blogs..Texaslost.



Nothing is ever the same... when it comes to pleasures.

with a hint....the erotic senses will manifest into an abounding mess of flesh

the mind needs fulfillment of the body

if it feels good ...it is good

I've done it again...*S*

SirMounts 102M

7/27/2006 3:57 am

Well, I feel that you could make very many friends, very soon. *smiling*

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