What color is jealousy? Green?  

teaser2009 34F
149 posts
7/1/2006 8:50 pm

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7/9/2006 12:27 am

What color is jealousy? Green?

So my friend jack told me he went out with this girl Cali tonight...why does that make me jealous? What color is jealousy? Envy is green, is this the same thing? I'm not sure. And i'm not even sure why i'm jealous, other then i know how great we could be together, but he doesn't seem to think that..or maybe he does, but i don't know. He hasn't said that it does, if it does, but at the same time, we joke about getting married one day. Maybe I really am just a "friend" and nothing more. Maybe that's all we'll be, after dating a million years ago and becoming friends to the point of being comfortable around each other.

i'm not sure i even want to be with jack, i just don't want him with anyone else....what is my deal with that?

What i want is someone to lean on...someone to make me feel better when things are tough and i need someone to be unconditionally on my side. I guess i'll wait for it, but really i don't want to. I would have been great to have Paul at the funeral for my uncle today, but instead i have him in my heart only and had a lot of tears for him too....yeah this took an odd turn...oh well

STCMOguy4fun 36M

7/4/2006 4:05 pm

Actually Jelousy is Black...as far as Jack.. am not sure what to tell you... sounds like a bit of predicament.

As far as on your side we shall talk....
Well I will talk to you later sexy lady.

ComradeNumeroUno 60M
22 posts
7/8/2006 10:56 am

I'm very sorry to hear about your uncle passing. I know its tough any time a relative leaves, and it must be even tougher when you're grieving over the loss of Paul. If you do want to write to someone, you can always email me. I also wanted to thank you for your post on "str8 male for masturbation." It was nice to read something that was sensitive to the feelings of Bis. I think some folks forget that it's difficult to distinguish hate from humor over the internet.

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