Where did that come from?  

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12/18/2005 5:40 am

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Where did that come from?

Reciently I've desired to push my boundries a little further. For some time now, I've wanted to experience a swingers club but just kinda felt uncomfortable going alone. So Saturday night I decided to take the plunge and head out to the green door. I got off of work about midnight, headed home to clean up, change, and work up the nerve to go. I was going back and forth. like the kid on the high dive, wanting to jump but afraid to. I opened up my toy box and pulled out these pair of leather cuffs that were given me. Great pair with a buckle latch and 3 rings that jangled and dangled. When I latched the buckle, something just came over me. This odd feeling of power and streangth. The decidion was made. I pulled out another pair for my ankles, Velcro strapps with 1 loop each, and headed out. By the time I found the place it was about 2:30 or 3. More people were leaving than entering and those tht were leaving left something to be desired. The second guessing came over me. Rationing that It was pretty late and that the pickens were prolly slim, I moved on.

Feeling a bit down, I stopped at the palms to throw some money away and make the night a complete waste. It's amazing how life throws you a curve ball. Again the mysterious power of leather and crome took over me. I found myself at the roulette table, surrounded by beautiful women, chatting them up, winning $ and having a blast, the cuffs still on my wrists. I've never felt so comfortable and in control around complete strangers. It was a completely new experience. In the back of my head all I could think was "what now?" I knew that at least one, if not more, was into me, and yet I didn't have the ability to close the deal. How sad is that? Did I mention that I have no skills? All I needed was was a little play and I could have cristened my new bedroom furnature. but alas it didn't happen. But that's not the story. There's nothing new to me going home alone. It's the inner streangth that enveloped me. What an amazing feeling. When you have the life I've lived, this is a big BIG thing. I see those cuffs being worn more and more often.

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