I would not, I could not.......  

tattooedartist 44M
459 posts
8/3/2005 8:03 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I would not, I could not.......

My Dear Claudia,

I do not know what mask I wear, as I wear many. I will say I am not bound to the bonds of any face. For you, this is yet to be defined. I now call you m Claudia, not as you are a child but then again, neither was she. I bare you such love dear one, as I would protect you and bound myself to share the desires of your heart. To make you happy. Whether or not I am the face of Louis or the face of the Bratt Prince, I am unsure....as you have well stated, maybe a little of both. Yet you must see that as either one are just imagination, I am a creation of Gods very real hand. So therefore, I cannot be bound to either one. Our exchange is desirable and our pet names are romantic, yet you must see me for who I am, as I must with you. Love me for my flaws dear one, love that I feel and that I cry. Love that I am a seeker of the face of my Father and the love that lives within my mortal flesh. Love me that my soul reaches for the hand of immortality trapped within the gift of Gods grace. My tenderness for you is real and my desires are building. Let us share the gift of friendship dear one, with soft, loving care.

Written last night:

I want to say that your reaction was suprising to me. The most stunning thing I could share with you is the truth, the post was no directed at you. It was literal only in my mind. I wrote it because I was inspired to write and when I sat down, this was what came out. I did not have you in mind at all when I wrote it, actually, I didnt have anyone in mind when I wrote it. It was just how I felt at that moment.

That you would take my words so personally does not shock me for we share a deep bond already, that you would think me so careless and cruel was a blow to my heart.

I hear your cry of freindship dear one, believe me I do. I have responded to you in pure honesty and look forward to growing close in the bonds of friendship for as long as God will allow us this gift, maybe eternally.

So please do calm your soul, it will take you much more time to know me dear one and the wandering of my ways. It would take an outright attack on me to force me to write anything cruel and even then the gentlemen in me would hate myself the entire time, i woudl want to erase it.

I did not respond fast yesterday because I did not want to react. My emotions can be quite like an Opera my dear, I fly with the seat of inspiration day in and day out. It would have been easy for me to say something I would not mean. Do not take my silence for indifference, my mind only works the way it works dear one. I am a loving and weary fool, my moods fleeting only with the world around me.

Know my Dear Claudia, that I would not bare you pain. I would not even in my most anguishing moments, allow myself or my tampered hands to harm even a lock of a loved one's hair.

Forgive me, that my artistic soul has harmed you, even if it was NEVER my intention I bow in chastity. Do not think me so cruel.....Bratt Prince or no.

In sorrow I write,

J


tamethytension 54M
2320 posts
8/3/2005 9:24 am

My apologies for speaking out of turn.

TTT


tattooedartist 44M

8/3/2005 9:29 am

tame....never dear one. You are always welcome here. It is a rare thing to have the hand of other males in my blog world. I think I scare them.

Welcome.

Bratt Prince


rm_bella_ 47F
4030 posts
8/4/2005 5:56 pm

I wish I knew this story of Claudia and Bratt Prince...


tattooedartist 44M

8/5/2005 2:12 pm

The writings are from Anne Rince. Lately, it would seem they have been popping up all around me. Anne is my favorite living author and is a wonderful weaver of tales. Louis, Lestat (Bratt Prince) and Claudia are spoke of and envisioned in her book "Interview with a Vampire".

Read it Bella, read all her works. Being of Italian descent and a lover of both erotica and elegance...you will appreciate them.

Adieu

BP


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