I am sorry, I just cant.  

tattooedartist 44M
459 posts
6/29/2005 8:37 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I am sorry, I just cant.

I tried to go through this story from beginning to end but I cannot. I have tried to tell it but I am afraid this is too much to put to words. This story will not be told, not like this.

I will write more poetry but the story must stay where it lives......in the darkness, where no light will ever shine.

I have tried and all I can say is i hope you understand. I love her, which I hope is obvious but I am very happy for her now and although I will always love her terribly, it is now past and both me and my life are going on.

I will always write of my passion and my lust for it has burned in me since I was a child. Ive alwasy been overfilled with the longings of the few and will march head on into what the God of love has yet in store for me.

I thank you for listening and for your beautiful and wonderful support in my time of need.

IN my deep heart I bow to you....I truly do.



6/30/2005 9:29 am

Sometimes a heartache is better left deep with in our hearts and minds to hold onto and cherish.Perhaps in fear that if we let it all out we may lose that person all over again.I for one understand, and will pray someday you can look on it as a beautiful time in your life, not shrouded with pain and longing.
With or without your story I will continue to read your blog and be in awe at the talent you have with words.

P.S Thankyou for your comment and help in my blog . very much appreciated

Huggs Blonde

pussnboots694 73M/78F

7/1/2005 10:12 am

The gift of love is truely the most precious gift we are given.
The feeling of pain is the next greatest gift
It lets us realize what we had.

The gift of knowledge lets us learn from our mistakes
Sometimes things are just the way they are..
There are no right or wrong answers

The people I have loved and lost have made me who I am, and I love them all the more for the gift they have given me...
I do thank you for sharing your most inner thoughts, it triggered memories in me, that hurt at first, but looking back it has given me wonderful memories of how I got to be where I am today, and for that I just smile..there are no words that could explain it all and I think you realised that... truely magnificant

Through silent whispers you know I love you just for being you..

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
7/14/2005 7:08 pm

understandable and sometimes this forum doesnt do justice unfortunately...

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