Be my melody....  

tattooedartist 44M
459 posts
8/14/2005 4:41 pm

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Be my melody....

I am a sweet and gentle spirit, this man that Ive become. Yet deep down within lives a monster. I surround myself in beauty, luxuries of a forgotten time. Reminding me of a world Ive only known in my dreams. I seem to sway back and forth between three or four different worlds, to tame the savage beast within. Seeking the whims of my mind and the lusts that dwell within my wandering soul.

I wonder how long I can hold onto my strength. With each passing day the valley between the mordern world and I grows. I find less and less that excites me and when I do, I devour it with the hunger that only few know. I search on and on in my hunger. My gentle needs growing in my view. Cruel and unusual it is to know such desire, yet the satisfaction and delicate beauty found here is second to nothing Ive ever known.

The dichotomy of this lovers heart and the lies that push me on, hold me to a world I yet despise. It is there the promise lies, within the things I cannot stand. A new truth and a new someone to become my muse.

"No reality, whether for a night or an entire lifetime can ever be the whole truth. And no dream is ever, just a dream."

The hunger builds. The beast is stirring and soon I will enfold my hearts desire and set hold the beauty that lyes within. Soon my beauty, very soon.

I cannot wait.


rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
8/15/2005 12:53 am

Down within lives a monster, I like that. The picture fits with it, an anomaly of red petals that could also be taken as drops of blood.


8/15/2005 9:58 am

I hope you are able to find your hearts desire , to live and invision your dreams together and embrace the beast deep within , not some as to tame , but to feed.



8/15/2005 7:26 pm

I love this piece and the photo goes with it wonderfully! The way you write is's like a good novel that's hard to put down. Reminds me of a poem I wrote about Jekyll/Hyde. Maybe I'll find it and post it sometime.

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
8/16/2005 8:30 pm

This is beautiful and describes so much that many of us feel...a dream is not just a is a fight within.

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