Today  

taodoug65 51M
301 posts
6/24/2005 9:41 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Today


That Hi heaven for whomever had the smart idea to do this funeral this morning. It took everything out of me..

Yes,, I did get heavily intoxicated last night. That did not help this morning. I went to sleep 2 hours b4 I had to wake up. And got home around 10am. I decided I did not feel up to a wake. And I have decided to continue drinking what I have left over.

I thought I would stop in. Say Hi.

And Now that I have spent too long online I am going to go down to the lake swim, clear my head, remind myself that I have been alone in RL b4 and am still around kicking.

Thanks for your friendship. I promise not going anywhere.

But I will promise this in writting here. I will not get this close to anyone again. This one is going to be hard to put behind.

Thank you Asianlady4love for our conversation. I really, enjoyed it with you and Sakura. Have a fun friday U2

sexyeyes375 47F

6/24/2005 10:48 pm

right now all you have to do is breathe...you don't need to put her behind, she is within you and that is why it is so painful...
you may not want anyone to become close to you again..but sometimes you do not have a say in the matter..you have a beautiful soul and you can't help but share it.


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