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That Hi heaven for whomever had the smart idea to do this funeral this morning. It took everything out of me..
Yes,, I did get heavily intoxicated last night. That did not help this morning. I went to sleep 2 hours b4 I had to wake up. And got home around 10am. I decided I did not feel up to a wake. And I have decided to continue drinking what I have left over.
I thought I would stop in. Say Hi.
And Now that I have spent too long online I am going to go down to the lake swim, clear my head, remind myself that I have been alone in RL b4 and am still around kicking.
Thanks for your friendship. I promise not going anywhere.
But I will promise this in writting here. I will not get this close to anyone again. This one is going to be hard to put behind.
Thank you Asianlady4love for our conversation. I really, enjoyed it with you and Sakura. Have a fun friday U2
6/24/2005 10:48 pm
right now all you have to do is breathe...you don't need to put her behind, she is within you and that is why it is so painful...|
you may not want anyone to become close to you again..but sometimes you do not have a say in the matter..you have a beautiful soul and you can't help but share it.