Just rambling  

taodoug65 51M
301 posts
6/23/2005 9:27 pm

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Just rambling

There are several people that have been nice to stop by and give there condolences. I also want to thank all of you that came by. And even chatted with me in the chat rooms. These ladies here have been really nice. Always have. How they run around with no one latching onto them for dear life. Only heaven knows. I have read their blogs and think to myself. Damn where were just one of you 19 years ago. And I know the answer is always with age comes wisdom you all would have made me a walking basket case with no testosterone left in my body. But I am glad to know you through your bloggs that are written. Thank you - sexyeyes375, sexyfitwoman, papyrina, mzhunyhole, goddessofdawn.

Then there is keithcancook, thanks. Over the last couple of days your blog has been an escape for me. An escape back to a time when I wasn't ill. Where the only death I knew came during hunting season. And the word Army, was for when you went to the nickle and dime store got a bag of plastic soldiers, took them down to the quarry, split them up between you and your buddies. Then spent then next hour or so it seemed making them stand facing one another several yards apart. At which time we would all load up our daisy bb rifle and shoot at each others soldiers till one had none standing. ahh the glory of being young.

Thanks Kieth and all of you.

I am not saying all of a sudden that I am okay. But right now while my mind is some where between numb, piece, and exceptance. I guessed this would be a good time. Tomorrow. Well lets just say,, I wish it will never come. But hey.. If I drink a little more. I will be stronger for tonight. And I plan on being semi catotonic tomorrow for the funeral. (Hope I spelled that right).

As you read this rambling. feel free to leave a slap on my forehead, or on the back of my neck. Old GI custom when you get a fresh haircut.

taodoug65 51M
262 posts
6/24/2005 5:03 am

I guess because like in the other rooms i talk in besides the Japan room. I do not talk about it. Simply because.. I go there I want to here and listen to the fun. Late last night my time. Kitkat asked me what I dream about.. my answer was I dream that I could turn the clock back pretend this week never came skip this month, or stop it from ever happening. SHe never asked why cause she new what I was saying that this was bad.. Silverdawn asked me a question - and I said I don't want today to start - she said why - I said because I have to bury my heart. Again she asked nothing.

sexyeyes375 47F

6/24/2005 10:59 pm

slap on your forehead...followed by a kiss....

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