I think  

taodoug65 51M
301 posts
7/26/2005 1:27 am

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I think

I think about all that you are to me.
I want to thank you
For being so kind, so gentle, so caring.
I am sorry I waited till it was to late.
I wish I had told you “I Love you.”
I never wanted to be independent.
I know that I can make it on my own.
I am sorry we both forgot to remind each other of these words.
“You are whom I wanted to share my life with.”
I wish I had told you my feelings.
And not worried how you would react.
To this day I think to myself..
How can I write whatever’s on my mind.
But fail to open my mouth.
To express my desires to open up with you.
To give you the trust and love you had hoped for.
Now I am alone, even in a crowded room. It still feels empty.
I am sorry I waited till it was to late.
I wish for all those who love to learn from my mistake.
And know that the one you love is so much of you ,
That loving them is not your choice anymore. It is who you are.

keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
7/26/2005 8:46 am

It is difficult to express our truest feelings sometimes. We worry over the reactions or whatever, then find out we missed the boat.

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
7/26/2005 1:18 pm

~ sighz ~ and nodz .... these feelings are so recognizable, so true


taodoug65 51M
262 posts
7/26/2005 1:23 pm

Thanks Kieth..
wapsting you are correct.. and boy was it a whopper

papyrina 51F
21133 posts
7/26/2005 1:29 pm

so true and we all do it over and over again

I'm a

i'm here to stay

taodoug65 51M
262 posts
7/26/2005 3:16 pm

oohh noo.. I will do as I have said through out my blog.. It does not matter if my first and only wife never comes back.. The bottom line is that door is only for her to come through.. There will never be a second.. in that area..

And for those that might be thinking anything bad - my ex and I are friends.. Course like all the first 2 months were tough.. But after that we became 2 people that are courious to one another..

Course it was a demand made by both of our kids.. But hey.. it works.. NNNOOO stress..

rm_EE407 41F
3903 posts
7/27/2005 11:58 am

so true... will we never learn to trust???? mmmmmmm

rm_JustAwhisper 48F
96 posts
7/29/2005 10:05 am

"How can I write whatever’s on my mind.
But fail to open my mouth." This is not just a male thing..This woman has trouble looking in someones eyes and expressing all I feel..but I do, why? Because I'm *woman*..and it is my job..

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