DOing the Lake thing  

taodoug65 51M
301 posts
6/16/2005 9:50 am

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DOing the Lake thing

Before i go for the day to do the lake thing. I have to say.. It has been fun. Hanging out her since 9pm yesterday. till 11:30am this morning. I met fun, sexy, erotic, polite, and just down right time was great.. But then when I realize where i am at from a phone call from the one's that control my heart strings. Reality comes to the front of my mind. And I have to come back down to this reality. That again my house is empty.
And I know if I go to the lake i can fish. And watch those around me enjoying their family time. And my mind can go to its remember when dream state. So I can drift off. Again.
I took a lot of time and work. I do know now that I am going to have to increase my work schedule back to the way it was.
To any one that reads what is said here. Pay it no mind. this is called rambling.
And leads to further understanding of my favorite * I can't go to Hell. I am already living in it.* Life is Hell. But to commit suicide while in hell is against all morals and makes you a coward. But i am beginning to believe that My living in hell. Means I might be a masochist.

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
6/17/2005 9:20 am

Sometimes things can really get one down...

but not down as much as u not getting up again, I hope
like those ramblingz btw ...

taodoug65 51M
262 posts
6/21/2005 4:32 pm

Never count me down.As I have said. This is what blogging is good for. Getting thoughts out of your head. to Free your mind of all thoughts. To allow room for pleasure to come in.

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