sweetascandydiva 29F
31 posts
8/24/2005 3:21 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Why is it that every guy I致e dated, except 1 ho unfortunately moved away (which is why it ended), just seem interested in hooking up with me? Yes 'm a good girl and yea I got a thing for bad boys what chick my age doesn't, but what's my problem lol why do I attract the guys that yea I may be physically attractive too, but r just into sex...I want more.so0o0o much more!
I want to be in a relationship find someone that truly cares for me whole-heartedly, don稚 pressure me to lose my virginity. A guy that's willing to wait. Most guys have said they would and can but as time went on, they couldn't hold back. I don't know if it's just them, that they're guys, which are like always horny 24/7, or the fact that I知 just oh so incredibly sexy lol (no I知 not this shallow)=p but it just seems like all guys want to go out with me/chill with me, and than a few days later hook up. Thinking it's that easy, but it's not.
I know sometimes I may send guys the wrong signals, and yes I知 undoubtedly one of the biggest flirts you've ever seen lol, according to my friends who've witnessed me in action lol. When I flirt, it's cute lol I sound a lil ditzy, but confident, bat my eyelashes, smile giggle a lot, and become very talkative and may even touch the guy casually. However, at the time I ignore the fact I'm flirting, and blame my behavior on naivety. I know I have a lot to offer everyone should believe that about himself or herself, and yes I知 a flirt, a tease, and a smartass lol, but what can I say no guy has complained. My behavior only makes them want me more, and what girl wouldn't like that? Having that unseen able power of attraction over someone? I like testing it, even though I know deep in my heart it could get me in trouble.
I remember my ex and I were real close one night I told him I was ready to let him have me, he was about to slide into me and I was like no and left. I know now that was dangerous some guys wouldn稚 be able to stop, or just wouldn稚 want to but he did and we're still friends.
Am I ready for sex? I'd like to say yes, and yea my minds telling me I知 ready I mean I sure as hell think about it a lot but in actuality am I? If the perfect guy was here right now, would I be ready to give it up? Would I want to? I知 not so sure, which is why I believe I will know I知 ready when I find that one guy. That one guy that makes me tingle in ecstasy at the thought of seeing him later in the day, the one who knows how to treat me like I知 the most wonderful woman in the world, pleasures me in every single way imaginable.

‾ended weird spot but i'm tired lol finish later but yay i did my first post. Please comment if this makes any sense , or just comment for the hell of commenting. A blonde wrote this cmon=p show me some love=), stef

rm_shallwebonk 38M
2 posts
8/24/2005 7:08 pm

Hi Stef. I can relate to what youre saying but its hard with your photo there for me not to think of you naked and this gets me too excited to type properly. If i was hanging with you and the moment was right it'd start with soft caress of your legs and pussy and after id slid your panties off i prob wouldnt be able to stop licking your slit and clit but we must move on eventually and slowly at first as i slide it in, you cant beleive how good this feels and soon you wanna be on top grinding down on my... sorry got carried away but email me if ya wanna talk. AdultFriendFinder xdon

njeroticlover2 47
1 post
8/24/2005 8:48 pm

stef - To me you are the one girl that makes me tingle in ecstasy at the thought of talking to you later in the day -- You are beautiful in every single way imaginable. I know I have no chance of ever being "the one" but the few times we have talked on the phone have been some of the absolute best conversations Ive EVER had... you will make some young man very happy... as long as you never admit to him you are faking

Me4_3 63M

8/24/2005 9:05 pm

Hi stef! The fact that you and your ex are still friends is a testimony to the kind of person you are. When it is right, you'll know it. But don't go by looks alone, because that can get you in trouble. And the power of attraction.... testing it??? You ARE trouble! lol Anyway, stay safe! And I hope you find what you're looking for, sweetie.

BLATANT SELF-PROMOTION: You might want to consider an older guy? hmmmmm lol

OceanMan04 43M
3 posts
8/24/2005 9:25 pm


well, yup the first time is certainly important and often it winds up being mediocre

I waited a long time for a guy and it seems you might have waited a long time for a girl

my advice is to follow your needs, wants, and instincts until it is right, it the guy is quality he'll understand

and when it is "right" the first time its pretty cool... you remember it

good luck

rm_manforrhire 44M

8/25/2005 7:53 pm

Stop trying so hard. When you meet a guy who can handle you, and be cool with you, it'll all work out.

Find a man you that you can like the way he is. Trying to change someone is like pissing up a rope. Even if you succeeded in making him doing everything just right, the way you want, you'd ended up marrying yourself.

rm_assbreaker 37M

8/26/2005 5:33 am

i would wait for you

lonelynightsdays 48M
4 posts
12/31/2005 7:24 pm

You choose to have sex with and when is yours. No one elses. That is one thing you can control. The first time should be special and self satisifing. I am impressed that you are still a virgin consider the age we live.

Good luck.

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