The Pleasure is Mine  

sweetalyssum 47F
560 posts
1/31/2006 6:17 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The Pleasure is Mine

Sometimes in the sleepy cocoon of wakeful dreaming, I hear words tumbling in my mind.

They make sense.

They have need, a life of their own.

I throw back the covers, immediately awake, one pounding aching need echoing again and again.

"I gotta write."

"I gotta get this down."


It pulses through and makes my hands tremble, rather like the power of holding a cock in my hands.

That same exhultation glazes my eyes, as my mind roars and tries to express the images, the sense of what must be said.

And I know...that I will look back and not regret one word written. All chosen for their very crudeness, their very life.

I have created intensity!

The numbing beauty cannot take away the pleasure that washes over the mind in waves of colorful mental orgasm.

I will be forever proud, forever humbled, to have these moments that are mine.

You may look on as if I stripped for your pleasure, but you will know...

The pleasure is mine.

rm_magnet4u22 49F
18406 posts
1/31/2006 2:21 pm

branching out, huh?


sweetalyssum 47F

1/31/2006 5:58 pm

Well, Mags...

Not sure...sometimes the flower opens...we'll just hope a frost doesn't come along, eh?

sweetalyssum 47F

2/2/2006 10:37 pm


Not answering that...better to let you imagine.

rm_mtnravyn 60M
890 posts
2/3/2006 8:55 am

Two for you first:

Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. Victoria Holt

Guard well within yourself that treasure, kindness. Know how to give without hesitation, how to lose without regret, how to acquire without meanness. George Sand

Your wwriting is becoming increasingly beautiful and even more senusal that before. If that manifests in personal encounters, then the pleasure is certainly one of recirpocity. What more elegant and exquisite experience than shared pleasure.

sweetalyssum 47F

2/8/2006 8:10 pm

Ravyn...this Sand that is a task to set oneself. I'll have to think about that.

Akadafa...your imagination is quite fertile.

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