31 Aug 05, evening  

suziespleasure 61M/51F
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8/31/2005 6:12 pm

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31 Aug 05, evening


We have talked so much in the past few days about what we like, what we want, what we want for each other and our respect and trust in one another. I know that I am turned on most of the day by all these new thoughts and I am excited to move forward.
We have exchanged a few e-mails today and there are a few couples that we would like to get to know better. There is one ad that really catches my attention because I am so curious about the whole bondage thing but i don't want the pain that goes along with it. A little sting is one thing, but pain...no thanks. I was once in a situation that the man's only goal was to inflict pain. Perhaps, in a warped way, that is why i'm so interested in the bondage part and knowing i can trust my man to make sure no harm will come to me.
Also it's been a year since i had a life changing incident and perhaps I should take Tim McGraw's advice and live like I was dying...(of course, being safe along the way)...
Today was a true turning point for my outlook on all this. He and I spoke so openly about it, I could feel us drawing closer. That's a dang good thing!
For those who have peeked in, thanks. For those who have even come back, thanks a bunch!

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