you want me to do what???  

MsLoveRose 33F  
2019 posts
8/11/2005 9:09 am

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you want me to do what???

The other day i got a series of email messages from a guy who wanted someone to fulfill a fantasy. A rather odd one if i must say....he asked if i was into bondage...or if i was dominant enough to put someone into bondage. he was looking for a partner who would experiment sexual asphyxia with him. I had an idea about what he wanted...but not a great enough idea to know exactly what he wanted...

i was reluctant to send a message back so i didnt not at first. so he sent another thinkink it didnt go through or that i was just ignoring him or something...this one was a little more detailed...he said the only way he can get to the point where he is totally sexually satisfied is if he is smothered or something to that i did a little reading up on the subhect and to my amazement there were more bad stories that i read about than good.

I told him that i wasnt willing to risk assisted suicide just so someone could get a little pleasure out of hanging themselves for a sexual purpose. He replied that i have a small mind and i would never get far in this world if i continue with my train of though....

i thought to my self that i have heard plenty of weird fantasies...some that were even impossible in my eyes but this one made me think of just how far people are willing to go to experience some kind of sexual bliss.

it frightens me as well and since it was the first offer of this kind for me to participate i think it shook me up more than i thought at first....last night i had a nightmare that i was actually participating in a similar one died geez....thats good but still i didnt have a very good time so i figure i would write about it here and see if i am the only one who thinks this is a bit much to ask of someone!!!!

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rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
8/11/2005 11:12 am

it certainly is a lot to ask a complete stranger who has expressed absolutely no interest in such an activity, and then to get antsy with you when you turn him down --- hmm, don't see that going anywhere...! crazy people -- this place is just full of them: i just got messaged by someone who asked if i was into diarrhoea!

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MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/11/2005 12:17 pm

free i just dont understand sometimes....makes me really wonder why i came out that hole...!!! geez

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GleesFlakyShawl 50M
1620 posts
8/11/2005 12:35 pm

maybe u 2 can join the guys and one can use the diarrhea to cause asphyxia on the other......geeze!!!!!

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/12/2005 8:24 am

dz you are too funny....that would be the day...geez!!!!!!!!

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SexyMac25 30M
99 posts
8/12/2005 9:29 am

mmm k,
there are some weird people around here.

redswallow777 48M
6810 posts
8/12/2005 6:27 pm

Perhaps the big computer that keeps us all seperate in California mixed up the files with the files. I think he will have a better chance at finding his nitch there. Hang in with us, love....we'll make sure you see the next sunrise....

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/12/2005 7:36 pm

sexymac...will visit soon!!!

waggy i read some horrible stories as well...this lady got out of going to prison because she claimed she was forced to experience that a few times...but the video tapes showed different....scary.....

thanks redbird...i think so as well geez!!!

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AtomicKisss 58M

8/13/2005 9:29 am

Dear Sunrise,

Hell yes it was too much to ask! Any person with a sense of decency would have first gotten to know your personality, they the type of activities that you are into. Finally, they might have broached the topic delicately. Hey, not to worry, sadly, the fool who asked such a question is either going to be dead soon or in prison for murder! Either way, the creep will be out of circulation.

Goldenhairgodess 63F
396 posts
8/15/2005 3:16 am

What a sad commentary on an individuals quality of life, where a
sexusal high would be given such a high priority that they would
place their very life at risk. Good for you Sunrise, for taking
the time and effort to investagate the facts about this activity.
And for sharing your findings here for others.

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/15/2005 9:52 am

golden...thanks for stopping by..and yes just when i was already i am even more cautious...

sexy there is a reason behind all the red flags i put up on people...geez he said i looked too deep into things....everyday since he has tried to prove that it would be "fun"...and after getting no response...i would stop sending messages... but thats just me

atomic...i hope he see that there are other ways to find it wont come to that!!!

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rm_TheMadDoc227 34M

8/16/2005 11:04 am

Hey Sunrisegirl, I'm sure this comment isn't on topic, but i didnt know how else to get it on here--sorry, i'm new to the site--but i've been reading your blog for the past many minutes and i love how you think!! your train of thought is an exquisitely deep and brilliantly shining one. I haven't really spoken to your, but from what i'm reading, i'm hooked. Your inviting smile doesn't hurt either, but i'm a fool for smiles anyways...Either ways it goes, I just wanted to let you know you have a new fan, so keep doing what you do...

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/16/2005 2:52 pm

thank you themaddoc...a compliment is most rewarding all the time!!!

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Barbiebunny69 43F

8/16/2005 8:09 pm

eh sounds like a perv into the reactions..block his ass or give him my addy..Ill handle him with ease...LOL


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/16/2005 9:52 pm

thanks bunzy...........he finally got the message.....and he left me alone

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Loosetooth 41M
1146 posts
8/18/2005 2:57 pm

I am sorry you felt the trauma. The theory behind asphyxia is that at the point where the brain is starved of oxygen then the most intense orgasm is achievable. However when the point at which that is reached is very close to the point of death. Michael Hutchence died hanging off of a hotel door in Sydney and a few years ago a English M.P. was found dead in his front room wearing a rubber mask with an orange stuffed into his mouth.

I do not think that you are being small minded. The thing that makes me smile is how did our sexual picadellos get us (as a race) to the point were sex (and the achievable orgasm) becomes so entrenched in such wierd and exact things?

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/18/2005 11:41 pm

loose i have not the slightest of idea....its like i just dont understand how simple stimulation dont work anymore...if they learn some self control and disipline....they can get back into being satisfied the easy simple way!!! geez it makes me even more afraid at times

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Lookalike 52M
25 posts
8/20/2005 10:28 pm

We all know, Sunrise, that you definitely are not small minded. You have every right to not participate in something you're not comfortable with.

I would guess that most of the deaths are self-inflicted from participating in this activity while masturbating, but you may have come across some statistics that said differently.

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/21/2005 10:28 am

oh i have seen those as well.....when they are by themselves....but i also seen some group stats or and couple play that went bad its more than frightening!!!

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BROC817 44M

8/21/2005 2:19 pm

one word............."WOW"

rm_realcummm 38M

8/22/2005 3:20 pm

HAH! Sounds like he just didnt understand the "N" word too well... HEHEHEH.

MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/23/2005 8:22 am

could it be a a man in disguise!!! real...i think i know who you are!!!! he didnt understand thats the bad part

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rm_marc44054 63M
936 posts
8/25/2005 3:17 pm

To each his own , but to rip you because you didn't want to is just insane. I know people who are into this and have watched one time, no more. I am all for open sex and experimentation but I guess that's over my line.

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