Oh today....  

MsLoveRose 33F  
2019 posts
9/10/2005 7:42 pm

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Oh today....

Saying goodbye can prove to be one of the hardest things to do. When you know you cant go on. When you know you just can’t take any-more. Why do always have such a heavy heart???? You put so much effort and so much time in trying not to fall…not to need not to want…and it hits you! You have become all that you did not want!!!

Right now my feelings are unsorted…they are confused!!! All of me wants to just hide and run away for even actually having such strong feelings in the first place. Where do you go to get sorted…

The hardest part is letting go. Pipe dreams get you no where. Anger sets in…Who is to blame??? What do I do???

Today is not a good day!


live more, laugh often, love much


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
9/10/2005 8:40 pm

and im supposed to be strong....

why is the inevitable so hard to accept!!!???

live more, laugh often, love much


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
9/11/2005 6:40 am

thank you so much foto...you know what it was...it was so beautiful this morning!!!

live more, laugh often, love much


rm_FreeLove999 46F
16127 posts
9/11/2005 11:31 am

never blame yourself for giving your heart. if things did not work out, you cannot blame yourself for trying, nor for "failing". you are a fabulous good person, and you can hold your head high!! don't ever believe any different, much love xx



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MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
9/12/2005 11:21 am

you know free...i dont blame myself

growing...and learning...life's little lessons!!!

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Goldenhairgodess 63F
396 posts
9/17/2005 10:40 pm

I am so glad to hear that you are wise enouugh not to lay guilt trips on yourself. I have read so many posts in the blogs and magizine where the women think "If only I had..." Or "How did I cause...". I had terrible guilt when my first marriage ended in diviorce. In hind sight I realized that it saved my daughter and I from a hellish existance-which his second wife, step daughter and son had to endure.
Then he left her and married a third time. As far as I know things are better this time around. But what I gained from the experiences make me who I am today. And I like myself most of the time.


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
9/19/2005 10:17 pm

thats good that you have come to that...some women live the rest of their lives thinking that they are stuck for ever!!!

live more, laugh often, love much


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