IM TOO EMBARRASED!!!????  

MsLoveRose 33F  
2019 posts
4/17/2005 4:52 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

IM TOO EMBARRASED!!!????


Well it started a while back, we chatted, shared laughs, very intense thoughts...we met, everything was nice. as usual i had my butterflies. he had his confidence and self esteem...the fact that he made a woman feel...anything, i admired his strength and he had a brain, he was sexy. no-SEXY! One major flaw. He was heart broken once upon a time and he lived a life to not feel that way again. At any cost. He didnt want to be in anything serious because he had a heavy load already. he was just looking for companionship. Harmless right? Well i thought that too. we went to the opera, we walked along the river front, we ate out, i cooked, he cooked, there was a grand friendship brewing. He was very neglected on the passionate side...Hell we both were. it had been a long while since the either of us had been intimate. Everything was perfect...he was honest, decent, did i mention sexy. We agreed to go further with our friendship-Get sexual. it was a great night...we had dinner, a movie, we walked in the park, talked, laughed, we were careless. We went back to my place and had a great time. Rose petal bath, sticky kitchen-raid-the-fridge foreplay, hot steamy oral in the shower and more than a few rounds in the sack!! It was incredible. When we watched the sunrise that morning naked in the window, he was holding me and felt like it was the greatest thing to him. he proposed to me! Now we had been talking for at least 6 months. I was shocked, i guess i froze up because when i came back to my senses he was gone. i tried calling for the next week, left a few messages. He wrote me a letter stating that he had comittment issues and he had never been married and thought we were so great together he decided to want everything. I tried to explain my committment issues and he said he knew when i didnt have an answer it would never happen. I was just too chicken i guess to say even no....i was really embarrased because i was still speechless. I dont know i had everything to say and nothing came out. I still talk to him every blue moon he got married. He tried to drown his sorrows in the bar with alcohol and some server saved him and now they have a family. he asked me just the other day would i have said yes and guess what...i still didnt have an answer!!!!

live more, laugh often, love much


rm_honeyhunter3 44M

5/1/2005 6:36 am

wow sunrise you seem to be a very thoughful and intelligent woman. im sorry things didnt work out, must have been for the better. i like your boldness, your obvious ability to hold an intelligent , meaningful conversation. sweetheart your pics are soo small , i can barely see you. but from reading your blogs and profile there is no doubt your outside must match your insides of true beauty.


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
5/3/2005 12:52 pm

wow thanks so much honey....i am working on getting bigger pics....its all i had when i joined....

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poyntz4us 60M

5/26/2005 10:00 am

A penny for your thoughts?

Oh, never mind. On here there free


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
5/26/2005 10:42 am

that is the truth...a thought is a thought is a memory....funny thing..telling stories...

live more, laugh often, love much


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