I AM NOT MEAN!!  

sullangirrrrrl 37F
32 posts
9/13/2005 11:35 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I AM NOT MEAN!!

Ok,

I will admit...this blog makes me look shitty.

Lets go back to when i was not married and looking for a spouse. I did not judge JUST BASED ON LOOKS. I am the kind of person who gives EVERYONE a chance. I do not discriminate on looks when it comes to who i converse with. On the contrary..i love talking to people from all walks of life.

The more the better.

But this situation is different. I am looking for a SEXUAL partner. I HAVE to be attracted to them. In regular life...60 percent would be personality and 40 would be looks. Seriously...

But this is my BODY i want to give...I am not wanting love or a soulmate here. The first priority is sex/lust/passion/romance/desire....all the things my husband is not ABLE to give me. He gives me stability, love, caring, etc...but he lacks all the rest.

So, when it comes to coming off judgemental....welll yeah. For the first time in my life i am.

I actually have told myself...well, made a deal with myself of sorts. I have now been on here for almost 2 months or whatever and i have YET to hook up with anyone. Reason being the above situation.

I also tell myself that this all is for a purpose. If I am TRULY meant to cheat...then my mr. PERFECT will come along and sweep me off my feet...if I NEVER meet that "perfect" man that i picture in my head..than that is a sign to FIX my shit.

I am starting to get to that point. I mean 2 MONTHS and i have found 2 guys that are ALMOST perfect....except for the distance problem.

If this does not take me anywhere...than GOD is telling me something.

Don't judge me for sounding judgemental..I just have my convictions...and I am stubborn.

I also don't just give this up to anyone....even before this situation in my life...I was a virgin till i met my hubby. Besides the 2 guys i have MISTAKINGLY been with since being married..(one was good, the other sucked) other than them...hubby was the only one. Not sex tho....just messin around...

That is also why i am SOO picky.

phew...I talk to much.


stlouisrunner 37M

9/14/2005 1:38 pm

I'm telling you, Sullan... I'm what you're looking for.


stlscorpios 37M
9 posts
9/14/2005 3:13 pm

I dont think you are being mean at all. You have standards, if people didnt have standards there would be no reason for this site. I mean you could just fuck the first person you see on the street. Even though we (men) wish it was that way, I personaly like the challege of being a woman's type of guy. In short YOU ARE NOT MEAN you are just being true to yourself. How can I get mad because you dont want to fuck me.
Keep writing I like what you have to say.


sullangirrrrrl 37F

9/14/2005 3:29 pm

stl....check your mail..


stlscorpios 37M
9 posts
9/14/2005 11:05 pm

I am sorry I didnt get the message you sent me. I hope you said some NICE things. JUST KIDDING


iwuanl 36M

9/15/2005 9:45 am

Sullangirrrrrl,
It's absolutely necessary that you have your standards. I don't think you're being too picky at all. If you weren't picky, than it wouldn't be worth it. So don't let down on them at all. I think I match up pretty well with a lot of the things you're looking for but not all of them...no tatts or piercings...but I would really like to find out more about you, and let you know more about me...let me know


ZipprCatcheSkin 47M

9/15/2005 3:13 pm

Sullangirrrrrl, anything but mean, sassy, YES~! Mean, no!

Have more pics I would love share, oh, so naughty...some even of my bathing suit area!!! LOL.

-J


boarderofsnow01 34M

9/15/2005 3:57 pm

omg you're soo hot


NickRules999 39M
9464 posts
9/15/2005 4:01 pm

I totally respect you. You have your standards. We all have our standards. It's actually a safer play waiting on someone then fucking the first guy the comes along. Discretion is the better part of lust.

I almost hooked up with someone, before realizing that I have no idea what she looked like. And, the meeting plan was half-assed, as well. I was gonna stand in the snow waiting for her to arrive by bus. I finally got a hold of her before the meeting date, and told her that the meeting should have been planned better. She said, "Uh, ok." Then left. Haven't seen her since. I'm not heartbroken over it.

Anyway, I wish you the best of luck.

Come into my realm! You aren't afraid...are you?


STLshowoff 50M  
14 posts
9/20/2005 5:18 pm

Stick to your standards. In the end, you will be grateful that you did.


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