words written ...words said ...true friends made  

stormoz 45F
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8/27/2005 8:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

words written ...words said ...true friends made


why are people so fuckin selfish and thoughtless...I feel an emptiness that is shadowed by anger ...in a world that holds no grace ...most driven by greed, only to fullfill a desire for ...money...power and gratification...lies...cheating...beating...


Dear Evan,
saturday night brings sorrow and tears to my soul... as I find out today that my sister has been fuckin 2 guyz ...her husband out working for his family...to give her everything she desires ...all he seeks is her passion and desire for her family...like the way she has gone about it is soo fuckin deceitful...it makes my stomach turn...how can I as her sister have compassion for her...mind u,she is so self centered..her drive will keep her going ...all in all its just left me speechless...as Mark her husband was still here in the bay ... finishing work that he agreed...I find my self being his friend in need ...sharing info on my sister ...as he has not been deceitful and his values I respect...

u know I had this guy last friday night come home with me...he was cute enough...25...from out of town...so we are kissing and I go fuck this...to myself...knowing that if I go any further I wont be satisfied ...my desires wont be met and what is the point...oh and he was fuckin hopeless kisser >>>all in the kiss babe...so I asked him to go... he wasnt happy ... oh well...u mentioned that u wonder what lies in front of us...our friendship ...well to walk a straight path with no curves no bridges...would be fuckin boring if u ask me...wink wink...to sail a ship in open waters...no compass,map ... in search of dreams ,passion and desire ... a sense of knowing that as long as u have the basics to survive...all that comes from the adventure has to be of worth...but if u miss that sail...u may never experience the same again...all I know that when I feel a yearning so great ...no matter what ...I want to feel...mmm ...a night of knowing u ... would be like eating undiscovered fruit...to taste it just once ...enrich my soul with sweet juices ...but fuck...if that seed germinates and grows...mmm then we get to enjoy endless supply >>>smiles...



oh ... yes TaraFM is alwayz growing...jewel ...gwen stefani...more jeffery...nearly have every song by him now...eminem>>>mocking bird...how I miss ur interaction ... the warmth that u bring with ur quirky wayzzz...got to love >>>QUATRO"S ...crackers and dip... so I will say goodbye on that note...untill I hear from the butt ugly guy...wink wink...alwayz ur true friend Tara with hugz and sweet kisses xxx

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