words written ...words said ...true friends made ...how this journey grows  

stormoz 45F
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9/2/2005 8:06 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

words written ...words said ...true friends made ...how this journey grows


Hello luchious!!!!!!!
I was in class last night and couldnt really type too much whilst lecturer was speaking.
Am in the local library at da momement, as its now my central internet accessing location. Its killa here, always get loads of CDs to borrow and movies and CD roms, but no books but. I reckon libraries dont need books any more.
Sorry to drop off the internet so quickly, there was a raging hatred of myself burning inside of me and it got to the point where i just had to draw the line. Id spend way too long in cyber space, and mean time my other responsibities were crumbling around me. It was heaps funny, i ripped out the modem cable, drove down to a petrol station and dumped the cable in a bin that could neva allow me access it once deposited, all this at 4am in the morning.
Anyways, im really starting to feel pretty good about life again. A whole new reality or identity of myself is growing rapidly as a great feeling of refreshment and displine is energising my lifestyle.
Dont know where all this philosophy is coming from...lol
Its kind of strange typing to you like this. Normally i would be expecting a reply or a smiley or a "huh" or a beautiful erotic remark. Its hard to get used to considering all the huge durations of time in where we chatted to each other.
There have been numerous momements when ive thought of you. Sometimes i gaze accross the western skies and direct my sight towards Shark bay. I wonder if she is working, whats the latest song addition to TARA FM, is she working or strolling down the beach on a sunny lunch time walk.
Although the internet has gone, Massive Attack and Jeffery Buckley are still dominanting my media player playlists as i cant seem to get enough. Thx for introducing me to them Dj Tara. A fine discovery indeed.
Quite often sweet I ponder as to what actions or choices to make when it comes to you and I. The connection we made in such a situation was remarkable as at times i miss and crave the unique relationship we had. As to the future, I need to decide whether to let things grow and actually follow a path where we end up in each others presence. A beautiful journey it could be. However once the romance prevails and we are glorified in each others arms, where to from then babe? You know?
Will we just go back to our own states and relive the distance between us? Who knows hey? But the adventure would be killa!!!
Anyways im cruisin. Can only check my mail like twice a week cos my tafe doesnt allow yahoo mail until after 7:30 pm. For now im just looking to get myself back on my feet and through this recovery stage of liberation.
Stay cool and party hard. Evan.- Da butt ugly man.

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