I Dreamed I was Awake and You Were Real ~  

steamyandsexybi 43F
3170 posts
8/13/2006 5:34 pm

Last Read:
8/20/2006 3:06 am

I Dreamed I was Awake and You Were Real ~

You may have guessed by now
That I have invested in you
Certain dreams and fantasies.
I see you as
A shining knight,
An icon,
A savior for the woman I am
That’s okay.
I appreciate your giving me something to believe in again.
I have been sorely disappointed before,
And I was beginning to think
No one could ever turn my heart again.
Unless he had more than good looks ‒
A man like you:
Intelligent, witty, sensitive, and creative.
He would personify perfect harmony of those qualities,
And then some:

A mature man, strong and intense
Who could laugh at life with the candor of a child;
"Seasoned" with spices others might consider negative,
Like stubbornness and arrogance ‒
But, not too much.

Like Rhett Butler, he would be the type to say,
"Frankly, My Dear, I don’t give a damn,"
And only his eyes and touch would betray
How much he really cared.

You seemed to be this person.
And though I have spent more time fantasizing about you
Than being with you,
Just knowing you has enriched my life.
Thanks for allowing me to indulge in the romance of you.



tadpudgy 56M

8/14/2006 1:56 am

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, don't all of us guys in blog-land wish you were talking about us!!!!!!!!!! ENVY=GASMS!!!!!!!!!! HUG=GASMS!!!


steamyandsexybi 43F
2784 posts
8/14/2006 4:51 am

    Quoting rm_redfirex04:
    You must be really good at what you do, according to the picture on display. Let me know when you are available.
redfirex04,

Seeing youre from Texas and I'm nowhere near you, chances are your HOSE wont reach all the way over here. Nice try!


toothysmile 50M
16515 posts
8/14/2006 6:37 am

wow... this is one of the most beautiful things i've read.
tenderest kisses.


ZZ_Todd 59M

8/14/2006 7:10 am

I feel exactly the same way about someone... well, not exactly... I mean, since she's a sensitive, charming, intelligent, and beautiful woman (with a voice that just makes me melt!), I really can't describe her as a "Knight"... Queen? perhaps...

But I write to her, and she doesn't write back... she doesn't call... and I just try to be patient, trying not to go nuts second guessing the new thing. Sometimes I just wonder if she just doesn't believe how attracted to her I am.




Sometimes I


steamyandsexybi 43F
2784 posts
8/14/2006 7:23 am

    Quoting tadpudgy:
    MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, don't all of us guys in blog-land wish you were talking about us!!!!!!!!!! ENVY=GASMS!!!!!!!!!! HUG=GASMS!!!
tadpudgy,

I really wish there were more men like this one exsisted.

~hug-GASMS~


steamyandsexybi 43F
2784 posts
8/14/2006 7:25 am

    Quoting toothysmile:
    wow... this is one of the most beautiful things i've read.
    tenderest kisses.


toothy,
Thank you. This one was meant for that certain someone....can you guess?


steamyandsexybi 43F
2784 posts
8/14/2006 9:01 am

    Quoting ZZ_Todd:
    I feel exactly the same way about someone... well, not exactly... I mean, since she's a sensitive, charming, intelligent, and beautiful woman (with a voice that just makes me melt!), I really can't describe her as a "Knight"... Queen? perhaps...

    But I write to her, and she doesn't write back... she doesn't call... and I just try to be patient, trying not to go nuts second guessing the new thing. Sometimes I just wonder if she just doesn't believe how attracted to her I am.



    Sometimes I
Todd...........sometimes you what?

Well, have you considered why she might not have written back, yet? Maybe its because she hasnt been feeling up to chatting too much lately? I'm sure its not her motive to make you go nuts...really. Its not intentional at all. I know she has quite a few things on her mind and doesnt wanna talk about it because when she does, she just breaks down.So, thats why she doesnt "communicate" right of way. Maybe she just needs that 'down' time right now. Dont take things so personally,please. Thats all she's doing right now is...waiting to exhale. As I told you before, let the chips lay as they fall.
...and stop worrying so much!


~Blushing~ @ your comment & compliment regarding her "beautiful" voice.....along with your other compliments. Thank you!! ~sweet kisses~~~~~~~~~~


steamyandsexybi 43F
2784 posts
8/14/2006 2:52 pm

    Quoting trianythyngtwyce:
    ur sincerity blows me away .my wih is to meet someone who is half the woman that u are.ur my shining star
trianythyngtwyce,

Awww...thank you very much for that! Being a gentleman is always a great start! Good luck to you!


Hippink 35F
4499 posts
8/19/2006 10:05 pm

DAMMIT! I read "the Wrong Love" first, now this.
C'mon, you're killin' ME!


I'll be OK.
Hippie XXX


steamyandsexybi 43F
2784 posts
8/20/2006 3:06 am

    Quoting Hippink:
    DAMMIT! I read "the Wrong Love" first, now this.
    C'mon, you're killin' ME!


    I'll be OK.
    Hippie XXX
Hippie,

Here's a big fat hug for you........! Inhale, exhale. You were doing just fine the last few days...dont cave now!! I know, its completely normal to feel "up" one day and then "down" again the next. Its part of the 'healing' process. Trust me, YOU WILL be ok in the end.
Chin up, sweetie!


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