TOASTED THOUGHTS AND RAMBLIN'S  

spunky11961 55M
37213 posts
8/3/2006 10:13 pm
TOASTED THOUGHTS AND RAMBLIN'S

Yeah it's nearly one am here,and yup I'm a bit toasted,and these questions are runnin' through my mind as I read the blogs~
Who were ya in high school?
what were ya then?
Who are ya now?
How do ya feel about who ya are now?

I'll just tell ya a bit first about me then feel free to answer as ya like!
I was a bit of a loser in high school,didn't fit in! I was into the Environment,and a "green earth"
Also I was a stoner! Totally against the "status Quo" ,a long haired freak to most! And I was Damn proud of that! not a "cog in the machine"!
But as I grew older,I found myself part of this very machine!
But not any longer! I've rid myself of those aspirations and am now more like my former self
Back then,in high school!,Just lost the long hair but my beliefs are back to where I once was!

So tell me,what did you believe in once? do ya still?
what were ya then? what about now?
How do ya feel about ya then and now?
and the questions at the top feel free to answer them as well!

~spunky



~spunky


Sweetpickles69 47F

8/4/2006 6:46 pm

Who were ya in high school? I JUST WENT THROUGH, TO GET THROUGH. SCHOOLWORK CAME EASY FOR ME, I DIDN'T HAVE TO STUDY MUCH. I WAS ONE OF THE MISFITS WITH A VISIBLE FLAW. I HAD AND HAVE LOVING, GREAT PARENTS, WHO ARE STILL MARRIED, AND IN LOVE. I LED A SHELTERED LIFE UNTIL COLLEGE, WHEN I WAS 350 MILES AWAY FROM MY STRICT MOTHER.

what were ya then? A FAT GIRL, BUT I DID HAVE MANY FRIENDS, MANY MORE THAN I HAVE NOW. I HAD A GOOD HEAD ON MY SHOULDERS THEN, BEFORE ALL THE ABUSIVE MEN IN MY LIFE. I DIDN'T TRY ANY DRUGS UNTIL AGE 19, IN COLLEGE.

Who are ya now? I'M STILL A FAT GIRL THAT'S BEEN DIVORCED, BUT I HAVE SOMEONE IN MY LIFE THAT LOVES ME. I DID FINISH HIGH SCHOOL AND EVEN GRADUATED COLLEGE. I DON'T WORK IN THE FIELD MY DEGREE WAS IN ANYMORE, HOWEVER.

How do ya feel about who ya are now? I'M A LITTLE DISAPPOINTED. I BEEN MARRIED AND DIVORCED, WITH NO CHILDREN. I GAVE UP ON SOME DREAMS ALONG THE WAY TOO. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE, BUT REALITY TENDS TO DO THAT.

So tell me,what did you believe in once?I USED TO BELIEVE THAT I'D STILL BE A VETERINARY TECHNICIAN, MARRIED, WITH KIDS, BY NOW.

do ya still? NOPE, ALL THAT WENT TO HELL 10 YEARS AGO, 3 YEARS BEFORE I GOT MARRIED!

So, there you have it. We all had some kind of trials growing up. They say it builds character.

Peace, & pass the pipe,
Pickles

Peace,
Pickles


spunky11961 replies on 8/5/2006 1:14 pm:
Thanx pickles for sharin' that! really interestin' to read,You have a real head on your shoulders for sure~
thanx~pssin' the pipe to ya too~ Keep it real~
~spunky

strongelk2006 53M

8/4/2006 6:24 pm

Yeah it's nearly one am here,and yup I'm a bit toasted,and these questions are runnin' through my mind as I read the blogs~

Who were ya in high school?
To be honest I didn't make it into 8 grade. My Dad was hurt on the job,,he worked construction. He need me to stop go to school and go to work,,it was what I wanted. I hated my Dad for doing this to me,,but I did what he wanted.

what were ya then?
A dumb kid,,that was and still is toasted,,a kid that wore old army clothes to school,,,had lone hair,,and carried and butterfly knife. I was exspelled from school for stabbing a guard.

Who are ya now?
I'm a guy that is just out of prison 5 months now,,I did 10 years for dealing. I got a good job,,a nice truck,,and I'm starting to build my first custom motorcycle. I met the most beautiful lady on this site,,she has become my bestfriend,,and lover. I hope to start a new bussiness,,cabnet making,,I did it for 8 years in prison.

How do ya feel about who ya are now?
I had to learn how to like myself first. I hated my life and all that it was. Now my life has meaning,,I have been blessed with good Karma in so many ways. In love and in what I would need to make it out here,,even though I'm a felon. Life as just unfold in front of me and I just watch it.

peace,,,,,,,Bro,,,coolness...........N.B.


Peace,,,,,,,,Coolness..........N.B.


spunky11961 replies on 8/5/2006 1:11 pm:
Hello Bro! that was really interestin' to read,learned a lot about ya~
thanx for that and for sharin' here to~
"keep it real" from one felon to another~
~spunky

kitchenfun1234 44M
1797 posts
8/4/2006 4:09 pm

So tell me,what did you believe in once? do ya still?
I once believed I could get a job in science. Took me a long time to realise how wrong that was.

what were ya then? what about now?At school I was shy, retiring, much bullied. See the cult film "Scum" to get a picture of the school I went to. The only difference was that my school wasn't a borstal/young offenders prison.
Now I have grown stronger. Life is for learning from. My experiences will serve me well as fodder for many erotic tales and themed parties. Ahem....

How do ya feel about ya then and now?Then I thought academic success was everything but I neglected my language skills. Now I wish I'd fought to study German. I never got the chance.

Don't ever give up searching for the fun in life.


spunky11961 replies on 8/4/2006 5:45 pm:
Thanx friend that was very interestin' and I love reading your stories! will have to check out the cult film "Scum"!thanx for sharin' that here~
~spunky

ZZ_Todd 59M

8/4/2006 7:11 am

I believe in Lessons... that everything that happens, doesn't happen by accident, and that regardless of whether it is a good thing or a bad thing that happens, everything that happens is a Lesson of some sort. I believe that Life is Continuing Education... lessons to be learned everyday.


spunky11961 replies on 8/4/2006 5:38 pm:
Thanx ZZ,that was really very good, also a bit like Karma
~spunky

EvilEvilKitten1 61F

8/4/2006 6:16 am

We are always the person we are - it is just more openly revealed over time, both to others and to ourselves. The process never stops.

N


spunky11961 replies on 8/4/2006 5:35 pm:
Hello And thanx for that! That's so true,and quite the thought!
~spunky

cuteNEway 41F

8/4/2006 6:08 am

Who were ya in high school? the only rocker chick in a school where everyone was into hip hop and reggaeton.
what were ya then? miserable as a bad fuck! everyone would scream i "i hate you" and ridicule the way i looked and instruct me to kill myself in different ways. I don't know HOW I didnt become one of thos Columbine kids.
Who are ya now? now I'm an insecure woman with depression and self esteem issues
How do ya feel about who ya are now? like everyone is better than me

So tell me,what did you believe in once? do ya still? i believed in God. No I don't
what were ya then? what about now? I was a gullible teenaged twit, now I know better
How do ya feel about ya then and now? I feel free to choose what I want to do without asking myself "will I go to hell for this?" Hell is on earth and we live it every fuckin day.
and the questions at the top feel free to answer them as well!


spunky11961 replies on 8/4/2006 5:34 pm:
well CuteN,We sure share some of the same beliefs as to ourselves,
but You are just as good as everyone else!!!I hear ya on the hell on earth every day thing~ ~Huggs Sweetie~
~thanx
~spunky

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