THE IRONY OF ME  

spunky11961 55M
37213 posts
6/4/2006 11:33 am
THE IRONY OF ME


Why Am I Here! I don't like attention of any sort,I would rather blend into the woodwork than be noticed.being the center of attention(or the thought of it)gives me such anxiety that I wish I was dead!I didn't do book reportsin school,I skipped or took an F,I won't speak in public or perform on stage(Idropped out of band in HS because of this)Attention for me is equivilant to Trauma!I don't like shopping or dining alone,most traumatic is testifying in court...even took a quilty plea to a felony I didn't do to avoid this!(yeah swift move there) So why am I here? I'm exploring options that were never available before this.Maybe I can work past these issues with this forum,If not well it will be fun trying and yeah maybe I'll get laid so to speak.That's not my first priority though.Blogging for me is an outlet that I never knew existed,what an experiance!what would I do without it?A chance to bare your soul or a chance to vent or just be stupid,Sooo many options!!!!THANX

~spunky


pretty_blue_eyes 38F
2091 posts
6/5/2006 8:07 am

Hmmm...I don't like to be the center of attention myself. Although with blogging on this site in particular, there is a certain degree of anonymity to it. One can post thoughts, feelings, questions without being held to the "everyone is looking at me" problem.


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