Got to start somewhere.  

spirit7301 61M
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8/7/2006 4:53 pm

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10/11/2006 7:46 pm

Got to start somewhere.

I don't know why I'm doing this. I feel like I'm wasting my time, but I like to write.

I've been alone for 12 years. Why? I have no idea. I'm trying to see what it is in me that people do not like. I can't seem to find it. I get these 0.67 second glances from other people, especially women, when I'm in public places. A snap judgement based only on appearance. It's like what's inside doesn't mattter. I've learned to live with it and go on. I see myself as being sub-standard or sub-human, and as just not being good enough. So, I watch my life go by, day after day, month after month, year after year. The really sad part is that I am getting to the point where I no longer care.

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