Why do I still wait??  

softnlush 53F
878 posts
9/24/2005 12:45 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Why do I still wait??


Because I care...because the last time he fucked me I came so hard that I literally felt I melted into my bed..spoke to a mutual friend,he is still far far away..and we talked at length about how worried we are.. but for me,I miss his cock..I miss his kisses I miss how hard he makes me cum..I miss the taste of his cum..I miss the smell of his skin..why do I care? I have no real emotional ties to him..but I am extremely sexually attracted to him..I have not felt that in a very long time..I do not want that feeling to go away..yet..it has been 2 months since I felt that orgasmic rush..I want that more often..I want it with him of course,but realistically..2 months..I just wish my phone rang and it is him with his southern drawl telling me he will be here in 20 mins LOL..I am not going to close myself off to other distractions..but I really prefer my favorite distraction..come home sexy..I am waiting

heavensent1123 52F

9/27/2005 10:42 am

SNL I know EXACTLY how you feel, theres only been ONE guy so far, since I've been here, that I just looked at and thought DAMN, I have got to have him, the sexual attraction was the most intense I think I've ever had in my entire life. Told myself the second I laid eyes on him, you will fuck him by the end of such and such a time, don't you love it when you right!!!!!!! lol. I did NOT walk away disappointed from that one, was well worth it.


softnlush 53F

9/28/2005 4:28 am

Man..this man is awesome..but it has been such a long time..oh well..hopefully he will come home soon..and I can eat him for lunch..or is that dinner? or is that brunch..hmmm maybe dessert..ah fuck it..when it is said and done,he will not be able to walk..and neither will I *soft giggles*


SirMounts 102M

10/31/2005 11:42 pm

Well, ahm a-gonna hop on ma plane an come back rot naw, hone-pie.


softnlush 53F

11/5/2005 5:07 pm

LOL if only you were who I was referring to ..but that made me laugh anyways


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