So Now what??  

softnlush 53F
878 posts
11/30/2005 7:50 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

So Now what??

Well finally got the call and went to pay my months rent and security to my new digs. It was not ready yet,as the previous tenant basically had a really bad leak and destroyed the entire apartment..I shit you the good news I get all new shit..the bad news I had to wait even longer to move in..good news again?..I got new shit..bad news came the night I walked into my place..last nite.

I came home from work and immediatly went to pack my stuff..then Blu and I headed out to my new place,1030pm and the cleaning woman was still there and then the next door neighbor opens her door and there I am living a Seinfeld moment. Yes my friends in tasa land,the female Kramer next door to me and asked Blu if she was my mother (don't ask!!)..I walk into the place and I just want to cry my eyes out..the place is so fucking tiny..literally not big enuf to even put a couch in it. Blu loves it (she loves it more that I am finally getting out of her house..1 yr is too long even for best friends hehehe)..and I am just so upset,but I do not cry..I do what I have to do..the plan is and forever shall be to save $$ to actually BUY my own place,which means cutting corners for a year or 2 and that means try not to pay a fortune in that is my reasoning.

Honestly I know I will never be happy there,the place is too small,even smaller than my tiny studio in NY..I will just go and sleep and get up and go to work..maybe get laid once in a while (sorry Kramer-ette,when my fwb gets back..the walls are gonna be shakin)..but I will never consider it something to be happy about,but I will bear with it like I do everything else.

So this weekend I go buy shit for my shithole apartment,make it as feminine as I can and just hope this year goes as fast as last and with raises and savings be able to own something.

Yea I am depressed about the place,I will get over it..but I just wish it was a little bigger..never mind with all the opening/closing of doors while the workers made the apartment semi new let in a slew of bugs that freaked me out..I cannot work with bugs..I know it is fla..but INSIDE I need to be bug free..I think I am gonna bomb the place Friday and just deal with cleaning up the carcases over the weekend.

Well that is all the hot gossip about what is happening with me that is fit to was your week?

rm_MisterFrumpy 46M
428 posts
12/1/2005 4:25 am

you didnt ummm look at it or a similar one first? DOH!

the dimensions did sound tiny tho.

on the good side, maybe you'll find bizarro George and Elaine too LOL

Can we call you Jerry now?

softnlush 53F

12/1/2005 6:33 am

the rental office was "supposedly" the same size as the apartment I was renting,..BUT... certain things that are IN my apartment are not IN the office so it was deceiving,plus you have to keep in mind that I was on a time frame at the time and the area was right,the price was right..and it just took forever because the guy ended up staying longer,then the apartment was redone,so it took longer and I guess I just forgot how small it really was..but to actually see just deflated me totally..good least I can honestly tell people,my place is just too small for visitors LOL ..well at least not for FWB..but people flyin in from all sorts of places hoping to stay with me..sorry,no can do..just no room..I will have to come to them LOL..tell me it gets better doc Frump or am I doomed???

softnlush 53F

12/4/2005 8:00 am

Thanks girlie

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