Secrets..  

softnlush 53F
878 posts
3/9/2006 4:44 am

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Secrets..


I have a secret..well,all women have secrets,some are sacred,some are meant to tell. I have a secret. One of them sacred ones,take the vault and throw away the key.

I am the trustworthy kind,the holder of my closest friends,family,co workers secrets,locked tightly in the vault..what goes in does not come out..with a disclaimer..if I live to the ripe old age of 90,the vault opens,the memoirs written and names changed to protect the not so innocent *wink*.

Have you ever told someone you trusted a secret,one of the sacred ones and found out years later she betrayed you? Told it to someone who one day just decided to let you know that they knew? I will put it this way,it has happened more than once and that person may think they are still in possession of my secrets when in fact they are the last person I would tell,sad how that happens. Isn't it?

Have you kept a secret that begged to be told..and it was ok to do so,and you did..for instance,I was keeping a secret about my engagement for a bit longer,wanted to wait a little but as soon as he made the first payment ..well I told everybody?? Or the first time I had a multiple O from oral,shit I wrote it here in this blog,then thought better of it..but I almost told the blog world about my night of Oral O's ha ha!

How about sexual? A secret/forbidden lover? Or someone not quite able to be open? A secret that should be sacred,but due to the circumstances only a few can be told? For instance,if you are having an affair..you cannot tell everyone,in fact there are most you cannot tell,but there is one person,who perhaps lends you their place,or covers for you or whatever..do you have one of those kind of secrets? And how did it work?

Or the dirty little secret that no one but you knows about,no one could ever guess by looking at you..for instance.."last night I spent the entire night having a MMFM 4 some at the pleasure palace"(example only trust me that is NOT happening with me ha ha) none of these people know what I am capable of sexually,none of these people saw me cum on,cum in or cum soaked *giggles*..on the serious side,"no one knows that I am a survivor (be it cancer,abuse,anything significant)...those kind of secrets..the one that would amaze anyone because they never would have thought it from you..or believed it of you by looking at you.

How about crushes? You see someone and you want to know them,but do not have the courage (or he is married or you know he does not feel the same about you) to act on it,you look at him,your face flushed,your lips dry,your heart pounding,but it needs to remain a secret..do you do well with those?

My dreams invade me sometimes and I will dream of a secret of something I am holding for someone or a secret of mine..maybe so far into the vault that I almost forgot all about it,but that dream comes and there it is..for you to see,remember and decide if it was correct to be in the vault at all..and once you realize it does,back it goes.

Secrets,I have a few,some I can share,most I cannot..this is really one of my favorite things about being a woman,cause it makes me feel mysterious,more interesting,maybe? who knows.

sshhhh..it's a secret,

snl

rm_bucfannn 61M/60F
2110 posts
3/9/2006 5:39 am

It's hard for me, sometimes, divulging secrets. I mean true secrets. I've been burned toooooooo many times, by those I once considered "friends". I'm reallllllllly careful, now.

However, on the other end of the spectrum, I'm a great keeper of secrets. My mouth will literally stay zipped til the end of time, (or the other person dies, heh heh).

Cat


AltumHunksUnite 53M

3/9/2006 7:13 am

Sometimes I have to be careful of what I put in my blog. There have been times when I've had to delete what I've posted, not because I was asked to do so, but because I felt uncomfortable with revealing certain "details" of my love life, and of course not knowing how she would feel about it.

Let me drive. I like the view


softnlush 53F

3/9/2006 7:21 am

Exactly Cleavis..which is why from time to time a post will appear and magically disappear..since it is already burned in my brain,there is no need to share it..but sometimes,just sometimes you want to see it,months down the line..a smile when you read it,a memory written..but yes,I try to be very careful..which is why names are never mentioned *wink*


softnlush 53F

3/9/2006 7:22 am

Cat girlfriend I know from what you are saying..I have been burned bad..but I am still the one the secrets get told to,because they know..it remains within me,a moment they needed to purge..to a trusted soul where it remains,their secret..ssshhhhhhh


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