Grrrrrrrrrr..frustrations of a sex snob...  

softnlush 53F
878 posts
5/3/2006 5:51 am

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Grrrrrrrrrr..frustrations of a sex snob...

I woke up extremely horny this morning..this is a new phenomena that seems to be happening to me quite frequently. If I were a guy I probably would have a raging boner..and the worst part..relief no where in sight..yea yea I could use my toys to relieve the tension..but I do not want to!!!!

I need a nice thick hot cock..but not just any cock..I want HIS cock..and when? I cannot stand long do I wait?? Why do I wait? That is probably the question that I need to address..why do I wait? hmmm..because the pickings are not to my liking? Because the ones I have shown interest in,well,let's just say..their choices have not been very smart that a kind way of saying it?

Why is it that some women have NO issues whatsoever in bedding a guy? They have no issues just putting themselves out there and taking whatever looks in their direction. Is my thinking outdated? I used to think as women,it is a given we can pretty much get laid anytime we want,with whomever we want or whomever shows interest..but being a woman,does that also not give us the right to pick who we really want as opposed to who will take care of our itch? Isn't it better to be selective even if it means going without?

I will tell you a story of my life in my mid-late 20's..there were 5 gals I went out with almost every night of the weekend..they were professional women and on the weekend we went out to let off steam after a stressful week of work..They had one goal in mind..get laid..I,on the other hand just wanted to let off steam,whether it was dancing,listening to the band or having several cocktails and just hanging with the girls..I had a purse with condoms..just in case..and it never failed within an hour,the gals asking if they can have one or 2 of my protection and off they went..I would look at the guys..and shake my head..we are not talking unattractive women here,but the guys they picked..well,ick is a good word..but hey,they wanted to get laid and laid they got,the next day the after calls..all these women complaining about these guys,and all I can muster up was,did you get laid? "yes"..well,that was what you wanted,so why complain? Well you should let loose..I said,I rather find someone I actually want to hang with rather than a nameless penis..sorry,I will continue to carry the protection,you do what you gotta do..again,sorry.

So back to this horniness,that is bad enough that if I were another type of person I would call in sick,and see if I can find an eager penis to have fun with..but,because it goes against my nature,I have to deal with a day of frustration and another night by myself..until the cock I want is back and interested in some aggressive play time with my pussy..I hate being a sex snob..I really do,especially at times like these,when all I really want to feel is the weight of a man on top of me,touching my body,kissing me,fucking my pussy and my mouth..why oh why do I have to be such a sex snob?? ha ha

I just have no interest in anyone other than FWB and my crush..and neither is working out the way I want,FWB is away going on 3 months very soon and the crush,well,MIA right now and I miss him..I had an interest in someone else once,thought it may go my way,but of course,he went elsewhere and that is done for me..*sighs*..and he was close too,location wise,perfect opportunity for a call here and there to work out some "kinks",but again..he missed that ship (he might not even care that he did but he did in fact let that ship go)..and well,too bad for both of us,would have been real nice to call him this morning and see if he wanted to play..*sighs*

Yes..softnlush is in a quandry and with no hope in hell of working it out in any other way than to see what time brings along with it..will FWB come back soon? Will my crush realize that I am the greatest thing since chocolate hagan das? Will I be celibate the rest of my life? How about a nice date? nothing else,spend time with me,kiss me like we are teenagers,heavy petting,the things I really miss right now!

I sometimes wonder when I go the meet and greets,if any of the men are the least bit interested in me? Not that it really matters,but it is nice to think about,when I walk they notice me? do they have secret fantasies about "changing my mind about the whole group dynamic thing?" they wish that I would look at them in "that" way? Or do they do the usual,she is unapproachable,undoable..lets see who will say yes to me tonight,and go with the sure thing..I probably do not want to know this answer anyway lol..well I know the answer but I really do not need someone commenting and saying,yep that is what we think about you LOL.

Rambling Wednesday...oh..hump day...grrrrrrrrrrrreat for me...NOT.

Happy Hump Day


AltumHunksUnite 53M

5/3/2006 7:45 am

Hump Day, yes.

Happy Hump Day?.... uh, no.

But hey, it's early.

Let me drive. I like the view

softnlush replies on 5/5/2006 5:04 am:
well it is Friday and you still have not mentioned back on how YOUR hump day went? So did ya hump or was it an average Wednesday?

rm_JohnMacLaine 50M
585 posts
5/3/2006 10:56 am

Call me...The shoulder is strong....

"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi

softnlush replies on 5/5/2006 5:03 am:
Ah one of my favorite venting sponge..I appreciate the offer,and I know your shoulder is will work itself always just takes forever it seems..sort of like getting a car LOL

rm_Kingcat4U2 65M
2799 posts
5/3/2006 6:32 pm

Geez, you got morals, self respect and self esteem. We all feel sooooo bad for you! Oh, and let's not forget the self confidence and intelligence to express yourself concisely. Yeah, I wish more people would have your frustration problem if that were the guaranteed outcome.

softnlush replies on 5/5/2006 5:02 am:
I may be what you say..but the fact is..I am still frustrated LOL..difference is,I will just let it work itself out,instead of the alternative..but dang..dang dang dang ..thanks for your comments,they are very appreciated

heavensent1123 52F

5/4/2006 7:57 am

Don't beat yourself up too much soft, I know a few females that would have sex anything that moves provided it has a male appendage, actually I know a few guys that have the same problem.
Never apologize for not wanting to feel like some penis receptacle when the guy couldn't care less about you.

softnlush replies on 5/5/2006 5:04 am:
Thanks girlfriend..I needed that

1 post
5/4/2006 8:42 am

I think you should never be lonley.
Way to smart for that.

softnlush replies on 5/5/2006 5:05 am:
Thank you..and you are right..I should never be lonely..but alas..I am

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