Give me a week  

softnlush 53F
878 posts
5/27/2006 11:59 am

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5/29/2006 9:07 pm

Give me a week


That is what he told me...what does that mean? I got off the phone and had to call my friend [blog bucfannn]and we tried to figure it all out..so I will see what he has to say to me in a week..he has never ever made this request of me before..I have NO idea what can happen? Is he home for good? Is he going to say "do what you have to do,I love my job too much to commit to anyone"..is he gonna say he cares for me more than I thought? Is he going to say goodbye? I have NO idea..kinda worrisome if you ask me.

A week..and what if the week passes and he is not back,and he has no idea when he is coming back..then what? I am confused..and clear at the same time..confused about him..but clear on what I want..I want someone INTO me and wanting to BE WITH ME more than an hour once or twice a month when he is in town,sure I can make myself available to him when he is in town..but do I cut myself off from other potential interests (and I have one right now)for that? No more and I basically told him as much and when I did,he asks..."Give me a week that is all I am asking of you"..so a week he shall have (well 3 months and a week if we are counting)..he has never asked me for time before and he never said outright he missed me before..he has hinted at it,but never came out and said it...today he said it "I miss you,I been missing you and I am sorry you cannot rely on me and I hate it more than you do"..I also told him Idid not want him making any life altering decisions where I am concerned (ie quitting the job he so obviously loves,telling me he is in love with me or looking for a full time one on one with me..I have never asked that of him and never would),he understands what I am saying but he said he is feeling frustrated and his health is paying for it..so maybe he had an awakening of late..who knows? His timing..sucks as usual..

Give him a week..lets see what happens Jun 3rd by 256pm..let's just see at that..

~~~snl~~~

rm_bucfannn 61M/60F
2110 posts
5/28/2006 12:30 am

I don't think he's gonna give you crummy news, after waiting a week. But, we've discussed that. I'm just as confused as you are, and I don't even know the man...

Of course, I don't have to say... "keep me posted"...


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