So whats so bad about falling anyway??  

so_much_trouble 38F
86 posts
10/19/2005 9:58 pm

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So whats so bad about falling anyway??

It has been several years since I have my heart good and broken. I don't remember the specific details, but I do remember that I have never been as happy or as sad as I was when I was crazy in love. Now, I keep my guard up and turn my emotions off. It is the safe thing to do, but nobody ever meets the love of their life by doing the safe thing. Maybe it is time to be reckless again. I miss the adventure. Anyone have any words of wisdom or encouragement for me?

Just a girl trying to find happiness.


moondog97 67M
3 posts
10/19/2005 11:15 pm

sometimes ive been the person hurting the love of my life... and now here i stand looking in the mirror ashamed of the man i was yesterday. with true conviction i asure myself a life of truth,fun,excitement and most of all

all my true love

i love you monkey.....JC


rm_corpy7 47M/47F

10/19/2005 11:34 pm

WATCH ME RUN AND FIGHT FOR YOU MONKEY

JC
WITH ALL MY LOVE............


2xTwiceShy 51M
470 posts
10/20/2005 12:29 am

The hard part about falling is working up the nerve to ride again.

My last fall nearly killed me. And I know it effected both of the relationships that followed, which is probably why those failed. If it's true that which doesn't kill us only makes us stronger, I should just about be made of iron now.

But that's what six years of self reflection brings. Time to get up and ride again. Wanna race? lol


lushgirl69 49F

10/20/2005 3:01 am

It's not the fall, darlin'....It's the sudden stop at the end....


janmecir 53M
158 posts
10/20/2005 6:20 am

Hi there

I guess it's not the nature of the heart to stay open.....it opens, it shuts, it opens, it shuts.... feel it....thats what it's doing all the time....all by itself... a healthy heart is a rhythmical heart - systole and diastole... open/shut.....love/not love.....

And that's my ordinary everyday heart...it gets me through my day to day...it's my dumb heart.....the heart i don't hear.....

Now...I feel the need to feel something....hear something.....go jump my heart into some recklessness....(maybe like you)...

Safe heart, no good......staying in the box heart, no good.....

I want my heart to ache....even if it hurts....cus then i know my heart exists.....

Yeah, I want crazy love too....


HaystackNeedle1 48M

10/23/2005 4:51 pm

But are you alive if you can't feel? Unless you want sex to only be as satisfying as a dildo, don't you want a connection with someone? Sure there is the chance to get hurt ... but isn't the reward worth it? No questions that caution is advised!


konkali 40F

10/23/2005 5:29 pm

there's always this craziness to life, but then again, if you want to go thru it shell shocked, there are lots of good meds. But, if you're not into that, consider the risks worthwhile. I know, easier said than done.
Forget the reward, risk and all the rest, if you didn't think at all, what would your first response be to feeling strongly about anyone? Perhaps that's the truth, don't second guess yourself, which is all that the reserve and the walls offer.. (but then again, to share is easy,. to make reality even in your own life is a challenge)


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