I am letting him fuck with my head.  

so_much_trouble 38F
86 posts
10/10/2005 8:40 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I am letting him fuck with my head.

I am the queen of noncommittal sex. I am one of those "fuck you, thank you, and don't forget to lock the door on the way out" kind of girls. I chew men up and when I am done with them, NEXT!!! It has never been a problem for me.

Until now. Damn it.

I do not know what it is about this one. I am a predator, a force to be reckoned with, but for some reason, when I am around him, I can barely get my words out of my mouth without tripping over them. I know all the tricks, all the games, but I cant keep myself from calling him just to see how his day has been. Stupid girl- I know better!!!!!

And, of course, he is wonderful. 100% Texas. And he makes me smile. And he never pulls away when I kiss him. And he loves dogs. And he can cook (I have proof). And he is fun in bed. And if I am leaning over kissing him, he brushes my hair out of my eyes. The best/worst part is that he has no idea how incredible he is.

So now, my predicament. Usually, I would stop this immediately- cut and run before I get in too deep- while I can still get out unharmed. I have no idea if he even wants a ""relationship"", or what he is looking for. I have not been a girlfriend for over 7 years. I have no idea how to do it anymore. What the hell am I gonna do? Do I cut and run, do I stay to see what happens, do I just dive in with reckless abandon? All I do know is that he makes me happy. Don't you wish it was that easy?

noangel46 59M

10/11/2005 6:25 am

Trouble........go for it darlin, and have a blast while it lasts!

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