Here is how to get whatever you want- do whatever it takes.  

so_much_trouble 38F
86 posts
10/13/2005 6:54 pm

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Here is how to get whatever you want- do whatever it takes.


I hate waiting. I hate the bullshit associated with meeting new people. I hate the not knowing. I hate wasting time. I think that people should come with owners manuals, and at the beginning of a relationship, you should exchange them with your soon-to-be mate. Not exactly a resume', but more like a bio, likes, dislikes, life plans, goals, mistakes, exact wants and wishes, all that stuff. If you buy a lawnmower, it comes with a book on how to take care of it, exactly what kind of oil and gas to use, exact directions on how to use it to the best of its ability. Why cant people?

I am trying to choose between two titles for my owners manual. What do you think? The title of my manual would be either "Clingy, Neurotic, Insecure Gemini Needs to be Loved" or "No one will ever love you like I love you". Hard to pick one, eh?

I will have to beat them away with a stick.

I don't know why this whole relationship thing is so hard. All I want is to find someone who wants me back. Why is that such a challenge? I want to spend time with someone who wants to spend time with me.
There is no better feeling than waking up next to someone who loves you. That is why I don't sleep over at just anyone's house. Sex can be unemotional, sleep for me is not. If I sleep next to someone I care about, even once, from that point on, I cant sleep without them. I love to curl up next to a man and feel his breath on my neck. It is just something I cant turn off.

So, tonight,I will go to sleep alone in my king sized bed, nothing but pillows and empty space.

I hate being alone.

rm_Lustyland4u 56F
50 posts
10/13/2005 10:05 pm

as soon as you stop looking for it... it will find you...

dont give up...


konkali 40F

10/13/2005 10:07 pm

perhaps a monster teddy bear?
feel you there, but the flipside.. good things only come when you're not lookin!


rm_thelullaby 44M

10/14/2005 12:08 pm

isn't it funny, though, that what is tedium and wasted time with less-than-suitable partners turns into delicious longing and anticipation when the right one comes along?

and all that frustrating lack of knowledge becomes a lovely mystery, that you only want revealed slowly so that you can enjoy the arousing pain of the wait for its revelation?

i think that's the biggest potential pitfall of a site such as this. it's so easy to make a gift of the flowers of your soul, and too often, even with all the disclosure of profiles, agendas just don't match, and those flowers aren't treasured as they should be.

i do agree completely about waking up with someone, which is the real test, and also the real reward.

friend,
as the world sleeps,
the abandoned go sleepless.
from inside the palace
at a window, counting the planets,
someone threads teardrops onto a necklace.
--mirabai


Casaul_Partners 42M/F

10/15/2005 12:43 pm

Feel the chill on the wind?

No it's not fall rushing in...

I sense a bad moon on the horizon...I sense karma on the way....

Final words from the passing stranger who made gifts of the flowers of the soul. To just comment open on the words of "thelullaby" saying... 'lack of knowledge', 'the biggest potential pitfall of a site', 'agendas just don't match, and those flowers aren't treasured as they should be'

Well written.... I sense karma on the way....

I feel a bad moon rising...I descern immense troubles on the way...looks like the slumbering are in for some nasty weather.....there is a bad moon on the rise...I sense karma on the way....

Feel the chill on the wind?

No it's not fall rushing in...I feel a bad moon rising...
Enjoy the spell of the full-moon...as the world sleeps,
the abandoned go sleepless.
from inside the palace
at a window, counting the planets,
someone threads teardrops onto a necklace...

Yes...I feel a bad moon rising...I am certain that karma is going to make an open display.


601beebop 51
2 posts
10/19/2005 2:05 pm

Your dilemma on holding the opposite gender through the night, is not gender specific. I feel your pain, I did it 1 month ago, and am still fighting those emotionally ties. No words of wisdom on how to deal with it, believe we all deal with our emotions differently. And thank the stars above for that, individuality keeps this world from being dull and boring. But, I do believe that you do have the self-determination process going for you, nothing mythical about someone making the right choices in life, no matter how difficult those choices may be.
Hugs(not through the night though)
601


gooodslammin7 49M

10/20/2005 4:01 am

Nice problem to have....


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