Did ya miss me :-)  

smoothnjuicy4u 50F
426 posts
4/26/2006 11:17 am

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4/27/2006 6:17 am

Did ya miss me :-)

Well I have returned to the world of blogging. Yeppie

My family and I have indeed been sick and I have been busy homeschooling but there is more to why I have not been here.

I have been reluctant to face all that is going on in my life. From my prior posts you can tell I am frustrated in my life and it doesnt seem to be getting any better. And its just not my marriage LOL

Every time I sit down to do a post thoughts, questions that I don't want to have, face keep bubbling to the surface and I keep pushing them back down to the point of exploding. LOL But, I can no longer do this. I have to face the challenges that life is placing before me. Tears come to my eyes when I even think about typing about them all.

Alot has happend in the last few months and all I have done is run from it all.. Thats not like me, I use to face life head on, learn from it and move on. I am angry with myself for this. But I just cant seem to find the lessons in the events of late or maybe I just dont like the anwers who knows. But I suppose I just got to the point of overload. but no more running away for me, time to stop look and listen to whatever life is trying to show me.

I am a very private person and this is going to be a challenge for me but my hopes are that maybe when someone reads this they dont't feel so alone. That it can help someone.

Peace and Hugs


whatulike2006 44M

4/26/2006 11:27 am

I hope you get through whatever is really troubling you. Hopefully your marriage will be fulfilling to you and your life take a turn for the better. Take care and keep thinking optimistic.


nedthebundler 56M/59F

4/26/2006 9:06 pm

Smooth,
You bet you were missed. As far as facing your demons, I think a lot of us have when we blog. I know that I have.

Madness takes its toll. Exact change please!


smoothnjuicy4u 50F

4/27/2006 5:56 am

Thanks guys , wish I had at least a silver membership to repsond to each reply. I am not sure I am facing my demons, but maybe I am just worn out from the attack of others demons.
Hugs Smooth


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