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Confessions of a Time Traveler
 
Some people do become unstuck from time and wander forward and backwards through their lives...reliving sections...and observing other parts. Unfortunately, such a traveler is powerless to change anything, or so it seems. But that doesn't stop me from trying.....
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Time to begin a new life. Again.
Posted:Jun 22, 2011 9:22 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 12:57 pm
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I've been rather busy. No, that isn't really a great excuse for not stopping by in all this time, but it is true. I decided to make some significant changes in my life related to my businesses. I closed them. The challenges of retail in the Internet age were tempting me with competing by selling inferior products. I just couldn't do that. And it became more and more difficult to make people understand that quality DOES make a difference.

But I have other talents. And so I have chosen not to change my values, but rather to enter into other endeavors that will be more satisfying to myself, to my , and to those who surround me as most understanding friends.

I'm excited. Oh, I suppose that is to be expected on a site like this. But I mean that in more than just a sexual way. I am excited at the prospect of creating a new life and confronting new challenges and the prospect of success.

And so, here I am again. I'm taking time out to explore my own physical needs as well as examine how much farther the sexual evolution has come since I last visited. Perhaps I am also ready to take another step away from those ever-present concerns about being 'recognized' by neighbors or friends. Or even family. This is me. This is the person I am. Human. Capable of having a very sexual life and sharing so much with those open to receiving.

I will be joining as a paid member shortly, once I have stabilized a few things related to the past. But I wanted to stop by immediately and give notice so those who might run across this blog would have the ability to say 'Hi' or perhaps even think about their own lives and that they always have the ability to change what isn't working. Or maybe for them to consider taking that first 'public' step of not being so afraid of revealing their true selves.

Until then,

~S
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Rainy day, time for reflection
Posted:Nov 13, 2007 3:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2011 9:03 am
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I'm not exactly sure what sort of mood I'm in today, but whatever it is, I'm just gonna go with it. Hey, why fight it? I'm in one of my enigmatic, eccentric, weird, moody moods and certainly the weather has a lot to do with it.

Oh yeah, and I'm horny as hell.

But then, you knew that already, otherwise I wouldn't be here, you wouldn't be here...well, a lot of people wouldn't be here. Yeah, I'm horny and I had just been thinking the other day, 'Gee, I wonder when the next Silk and Skin party will be...should be about the right time', and lo and behold there is an email inviting me to one...and I can't make it!!! There is no way...I am involved in a work project that gets presented that evening. How cruel is that? Here I am, horny as hell, and twenty times the relief I need is right there at my fingertips (and other parts of my body) and I can't go. Uhhh...Mrs. God? You sure know how to hurt a guy.

Mrs. God? Oh, you caught that. Yeah, I've always thought that God was a female, and now I'm positive, because if God were a male, He would have made sure I could have gone...He would have understood about 'needs'.

Now the thing is, you also have to realize that I am a single male, with the average sort of cock, not some super 9-10" wonder, but the usual 6.5-6.75" sort of nice classic cock. I have an average body, but I'm not a super hunk jock six-pack toting stud. I'm the regular sort of nice guy who just happens to have a bit of a kinky side...most guys wouldn't find it erotic to keep their bodies so smooth like I do...so the idea that I, of all people, would always be invited to such a party makes me feel pretty good. Awwww...I feel loved!

Okay, the truth is I have a knack for giving any women intense orgasms thanks to my absolute love for eating and fingering a woman...especially that tricky to find G-spot. And face it, sometimes a woman likes a man who doesn't want to just fuck and go, but linger and enjoy. I really am perfectly happy to find an orgasmic woman and have her husband/partner motion me to join them and then drive her out of her mind until she can't take another orgasm. I don't need to fuck every woman in the place...I don't keep score. Hell, I don't have to fuck anyone...just love to make people feel good and be part of the mix. But damn if the party is on the exact worst night for me to attend.

As I said, I guess I'm in a weird moody mood. I prefer to be upbeat, but the wetness (not in a good way) and the cold and dampness is a bit depressing without something to look forward to.

It's ironic...I was doing a vanity search and was surprised to see that I was 'out there' a lot...my quirky self gets around instead of lurks. And I was thinking about deleting all these blogs because they tell so much about me and I like my privacy (even though this is just one identity and is still quite anonymous). But I decided to post another instead, just to ramble out my mood.

Tonight I will go home and treat myself to a nice hot bath (I usually take showers) and just relax and soak away the troubles of the world. Maybe I'll just put my mind in a place with a special someone...pretend she is in the tub with me...imagine feeling her smooth body sliding along mine, deeply involved kisses, sucking on her nipples and feel them stiffen and rise between my lips...my fingers carressing her neck, rubbing behind her ear as she moves her body with mine, against mine.

Yes, that is what I'll do tonight. I'll think about pleasant times with special people from my past and future....I'll chase away the gloom and ease myself into toe crunching mouth opening eyes closing orgasmic throbbing and pulsing until my body slumps down in exhausting satisfaction.

And perhaps tomorrow there will be a message for me, or kind word, or smile of understanding.
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Really great Labor Day weekend!
Posted:Sep 4, 2007 8:25 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 12:57 pm
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It was so great having a couple days off, even though as it turned out I went into the store on Sunday for a few hours. But, as it turned out, that was quite a nice surprise.

Let me back up a moment. On Saturday I received a phone call from a girl who needed some supplies but couldn't make it to the store in time before we closed. She really had to get everything before Tuesday because a project was due, and I knew she couldn't get the supplies anywhere else, so I mentioned that I was planning on going into the store for a few hours on Sunday to finish up some things to be ready for Back to School, and she was so appreciative. So, I gave her my cell phone to call me when she was near since I wasn't going to actually open the store entirely.

When she arrived, I knew right away that I had seen here somewhere, but couldn't place it. She was 40-something, petite, long dark-blonde hair, and had a very memorable face...almost like that of a movie star. She had brought a friend with her, and his name was Roger. Now, even that was somewhat familiar.

Anyway, while I was helping her we traded glances and it did seem like she recognized me as well, although it also seemed like she didn't want me to acknowledge anything. So, I kept helping her pull the supplies and I definitely would have to say I was VERY attracted to her. Her friend stood around somewhat, but actually he was not hanging over her much, so I wasn't sure if they were really close or what.

Well, at the checkout we still kept playing "I glance at you, then you glance at me" as each of us were trying to check each other out more and more without the other knowing. But of course we both knew it.

Finally, she paid (in cash, so I couldn't tell what her name was) and I packed everything up, and they left, but not before I overheard their conversation. Roger was questioning why she wasn't getting everything she needed, since it was quite a drive, and she responded that she wanted to spread it out and would just come back as she needed things...that it wasn't that bad of a drive.

Hmmmm....

I spent the rest of the day trying to figure out where I had seen her, and I keep coming back to the same conclusion...that it was either on AdultFriendFinder or some other sex site. So now I am going over my hot lists and trying to find her picture. I am quite certain we have had some 'interesting' conversations online.

Is she planning a visit without Roger? I don't know. And did she like what she saw? We shall see.

Anyway, I'll keep you posted if anything develops.
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Wow what a great weekend!
Posted:Aug 20, 2007 8:32 am
Last Updated:Sep 4, 2007 8:04 am
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This was such an amazing weekend...you couldn't ask for nicer days, and I guess Fall is on the way. I started out early in the morning and got all the chores out of the way like the laundry and dishes and general cleanup. Then I went in to my store and worked, even though hardly anyone came in because they were all outside...but I managed to get a lot done. School will be starting soon, and there is still plenty to do before the hordes start coming in to get supplies. I really enjoy what I do, even though it is a lot of work sometimes. Maybe some of my enjoyment is that people really like the fact that I am a different type of store with so much customer service and knowledge. And there are all those pretty and sexy girls who come in and chat. Oh yes, that is definitely a reason for my enjoying what I do.

So I guess when two girls came in together on Saturday, and we just found ourselve talking for no particular reason...just sort of hit it off, it was especially nice. It was clear they were 'together', and at one point they did make it a point to say that they lived together, but they also made it a point to look directly at me and say, "but we are definitely into guys too". I smiled, and told them that was good, because otherwise guys like me would never have a chance with two beautiful and sexy girls like them. Yeah, I said something like that. And they didn't let it go by without a nice comment of "Oh, you have a good chance!"

Yeah, I was getting hard all right.

Now, you have to realize, that usually I am not that forward, and my customers aren't that way either. But it was a quiet day, and these girls weren't even in the store for any particular reason. They were out walking around and stumbled across it and came in, and well, one thing led to another. As I said, we just hit it off, even though I didn't seriously think anything would become of it, the banter was nice, and they enjoyed playing around with words with me, just as I did with them.

"That's good to know. Perhaps we should all get together some time." And they both smiled and I heard that sing-song sweet voice playfully say, "Maaaayyybe". The other girl was a bit more reserved...not much of a talker, but she was definitely sizing me up. Sure, I would love to see them together, even if they didn't want me to join in. Just watching two girls really into each other and enjoying each other sexually was such a turn-on. And as they became more comfortable with me, I noticed they became more 'touchy/feely' with each other. Oh, it was nothing too overt. In fact, watching Aly and AJ's new video of the Potential Breakup Song was more overt.

And so I told them they reminded me of that video, and they definitely took that as a compliment, whether they took it that I meant they looked like Aly and AJ or whether it was that they were so sensuous.

Now, you have to realize that the store was definitely still open, and people could have walked in at any time. But there I was, standing behind a counter, with a very noticable hard-on, and these two girls seemed like there were ready to get it on right there in front of me. You can bet I thought about closing the store! Unfortunately, that was not an option.

Instead I told them about a project I was working on and without my even asking, they both volunteered to help out. Now THAT was really great, because that means we will be working together over the next 3-4 months on this and there will definitely be plenty of time when we will be alone together, not to mention that it meant they are into some of the same things I am into. Hey, it isn't just about sex, but about having some things in common...about really liking people surrounding me...about friendships. Sure, I wouldn't have complained if it had ended up being some quick fling and never saw them again, but having something develop that could be so much more? That was so much better. And yes, I know that there is no guarantee that I would get involved...that I would be invited to get involved with them in a tryst. But you never know.

Ahhh...what would guys do without their little fantasies. But I do think that something could happen with the three of us...really! It's just a shame though that things didn't end up heating up on Saturday...that those two girls didn't suddenly decide to put on a show and start kissing and hands going everywhere and...

Well, those thoughts were the ones I finished playing out in my head later that night as I went to bed...and the next morning too. And yes, it was good.

The real thing? Oh, sure, the real thing would have been great, but masturbation works too when there is no one around. And right now there is no one around in my life. And I'm just fine with things like that for now, because I haven't really decided just what I want. So, for now, I'm just seeing who enters my life, and enjoying the ride, and enjoying seeing them enjoy whatever there is.

As for Sunday? Well, that was a bit tamer. I went over to Beverley Mill and hiked along the trails and had a picnic lunch overlooking a rushing stream. It was an amazing day and with the light cool breeze and sounds of nature and fresh air, I was transported back to my childhood days in Georgia, where my family lived for a few years.

That was good too.
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Quiet summer but also was rather scary.
Posted:Aug 11, 2007 9:28 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 12:57 pm
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Word of advice--never joke about something that isn't funny. You just might be taken seriously.

I was trying to get someone's trust and when I saw a way to quickly convince them, I created a horrible lie in the process and paid for it dearly. It was so stupid, now that I really stand back and look at it. But it happened, and fortunately, after a nightmarish two months, things are now back on track in my life.

The lie? Well, it is just too embarrassing and horrible to even tell. But at the time I guess I knew so well that it was clearly a lie and that if anyone heard about it they wouldn't believe it and certainly I could prove my innocence...but still. It was stupid.

At 47 I still have so many things to learn about life and what to do and not to do. At least I do learn and I do take mistakes to heart and from that I know I am now an even better person to be around, and certainly a better person inside. Can I be a better friend? I hope so. Can I be a better partner? I'll try my best. Will I ever lie again about anything? Probably. But at least the lies will be harmless ones...to myself as well as to others.

"Do you think I am fat?" Of course I would lie.

"Do you think I am sexy?" Everyone is sexy if they think they are...and that is no lie...but...

"Oh that was so good. Did you cum too?" Oh yes, and it was so good!

Yeah, I might still lie a little.
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Spring Cleaning.
Posted:Apr 11, 2007 9:08 am
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2007 7:10 am
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Where does the time go? One moment it is 2006, and then suddenly it is 2007. One moment it is October, and then you turn around and it is April. And that is just the point of my personal reflections lately. Time flies by and there isn't a damn thing you can do about it.

So where am I heading with all this? Well, it is time to put myself out there a bit more. It is time to take a few risks that someone might recognize me on this site. Yes, I have updated my profile, and updated some answers to what could be embarrassing questions, and even added photos that could easily be traced to me by anyone who has been in that room, or may casually know me. And I have even changed my preferences. Now THAT took a lot of courage.

My real desire? A girl, female, woman. I love the way a girl kisses, the sound of her voice, her touch, the softness of her skin. I love how she can smile and it goes deep into me and brightens the rest of my day. I love the way a girl's eyes sparkle with enjoyment of my smile and interest in her as a person, not just as a sexual object. I love the way the female body responds to my touch, my kisses, or even the changing space between us. I love how my hand cradles her neck and her head tilts to meet it. I love how her lips open in anticipation of mine meeting hers, and how our eyes close a bit so we can imagine ourselves naked and sexual in each others' arms, and then feel each others' hearts beat faster with want and desire.

And while I am a man, and certainly have it in my desire and ability to please and give enjoyment, it is likely that most women of today have become more like men of the past and present. They love sex, and they love variety. And it is probably too much to expect that one person will take care of all their curiosities and explorations. That means, she will want to have sex with other men, even if she is mainly for me and with me. And so, if I really want to be part of her life, I should embrace what she embraces. I should enjoy other men being with her, with us, and even with me.

And what if she is bi? Well, not only does that include everything as she would be as a straight person, but also it would include other women. You would think that would make things even better for me, and it could. Or it might mean there are times that I am not part of things, because many women who love women do not want a man around. I understand that. Yes, there is a double standard. But it is okay.

Tick tick tick. Time is passing by. No, it is racing by. And I am evolving. I am not the same person I was when in High School I tended not to like girls who were 'easy'. I am not the same person who was jealous of the looks my girl friends received from other guys. And I am not the same person who believed that touching a guy or giving or taking or sharing pleasure with a guy meant that I was gay.

Instead, I am the man who will easily enjoy watching and joining with another guy to give a girl pleasure. I am the man who will easily not only let, but encourage her to let others give her enjoyment and happiness, and I will have no problem adding to their enjoyment while they are doing that.

Is that really so terrible?
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New colors.
Posted:Oct 31, 2006 8:50 am
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2007 7:10 am
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Okay, so there I was buying some crayons for my and of course she wants the 144 color set and I didn't think there were that many colors...but I bought it and she started showing me and reading all the names.

"Dad, look, here is bluish green and reddish orange and..."

Well, I interupted her and said that was ridiculous and wondered why they didn't just make new names for the colors.

"Huh?"

And so, I spent some time explaining that there surely must have been a time when someone had to decide the names of colors and wondered why they just stopped...why didn't they continue for all the colors?

"Huh?"

Hmmm...she wanted an example. So I told her that there should have been a color named 'bleen'. That is entirely logical to me. 'Look at my bleen dress...my bleen shirt. And what are YOU wearing? You know that renge doesn't go with rewn!'

Seriously! You have pink, you have magenta, you have violet. When did they decide that enough is enough. And speaking of Violet...why not Jennifer? And wouldn't Mary be a better name for a grayish white?

My , of course, rolled her eyes as she does sometimes...

Well, it makes sense to me!

Okay...now, after that little respite, I can get back to searching for some wessy to stick my hack into.
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Went to the Doctor today...
Posted:Oct 10, 2006 1:54 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2007 7:09 am
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Just a routine checkup on the equipment, but really I went to finally make sure my guys weren't still swimming. So I had to bring a 'sample'.

Okay...so THAT has to be the most difficult thing to do. I don't care what I did...there was no way I could make that little cup be as sexy as a woman's pussy or ass. So, there I was, sitting in front of the computer, trying to find some hot porno movie to watch, sitting on the edge of my chair with my pants down...and that Cyclops staring at the bottom of the cup.

Difficult? Damn near impossible!

And, of course, the pressure of having to do it in five minutes or be late for my appointment? Talk about pressure!

So...two girls...*yawn*...girl and two guys...*yawn, yawn*...college girl and older guy...*better...growing...growing...*....two guys...*shit...how did that get in there...now I have to start over*......really hot college girl riding up and down and smiling...*bingo!*...!...!!!!...!...!!...!...!........!.........*drip*...!...

Great! That one got on my pants.

Only fifteen minutes to get to the Doctor's office.

I handed the 'specimen' over to the nurse. Well, actually it was in a little white bag. No, I wasn't about to carry my 'Sperm-in-a-Cup' into the office without a disguise. I felt like saying "Delivery!" and putting my hand out for a tip, but I resisted the impulse. But I did tell them it was the best I could manage in a rush...that I didn't want to be late for the appointment.

"Oh, you could have done it four hours ago and it would be okay."

Thanks for telling me...now.

So I sat down, waiting for the Doctor to make sure everything was all right. (Well, at least with his examination I can answer his questions as opposed to my Dentist who asks everything in the world and all I can say is, "Unggh...yangg..garrlll".)

Well, just as I thought, everything is normal. But I couldn't help but ask about the typical male insecurities of staying constantly hard for more than an three hours (okay, so I'm bragging...correction--for more than an hour). No, he agreed that although I feel twenty-something, and often act twenty-something...I am just NOT twenty-something any more.

He gave me free samples.

Okay, first of all, the word 'free' will always get my attention. Second, the temptation to have three pills that would allow me to 'be like I was when I was twenty-something' was just too good to pass up. Third? Well, I am on this site for a reason, and the LAST thing I would ever want is for Mister Cyclops to decide that my partner wasn't to be satisfied.

And there was a fourth. He said that actually a lot of twenty-something men were taking Cialis so they would be good for hours...that they had been getting quite a bit of 'competition' from older men who took it...that women were actually getting more satisfaction from the older guys, because the younger guys just did the old 'wham-bam-ham-sandwich-now-please-and-a-beer-and-the-remote-control'. Okay, so I made that up. But he said something like that.

So I took the samples, waved to the smiling women at the desk, and left the office walking about a foot taller than when I entered.

Now, what is so tempting, of course, is to take one of the pills while watching some porno and see what happens. But that would only leave me two samples. Why waste a good thing?

No, I will wait. Everything has been working fine anyway, so I will just add a pill to the mix and see if I am even better...or longer, longer....or whatever.

Hmmm...the only thing I forgot to ask was if these pills are habit forming.
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It's my 's birthday today!
Posted:Oct 7, 2006 9:46 am
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2007 2:32 pm
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The opening of the show went well last night and somehow, even though I left after the intermission was over, it was almost 11pm by the time I got home. Well, part of that was due to my buying a CD for my and getting some dinner (I know...shouldn't eat that late...but I was hungry). I knew that when they went shopping that she really wanted the Vanessa Hudgens CD, but my 'ex' had already bought a lot of clothes and a Brat doll for our ...so it just was too much. They put it back. And so, the difficult part was done for me...I knew what she wanted.

Unfortunately, they were sold out at several stores nearby, but I finally found it at Target (and that was a small miracle...I have never seen such an unorganized music section in my life...even their employees couldn't find anything...nothing is in alphabetical order...can you imagine???). There was a nice employee who looked for about 20 minutes but couldn't find it, but I was so determined that I looked at EVERY CD...until finally, I found it after about 30 minutes.

So now you know how I could leave a theatre at 9:15 and not get to my house until 11:15.

But while I was at Target I bought a little "Happy Birthday" decorated paper bag to hold all the goodies I had bought: A bag of Skittles, a can of Planter's Select (the Cashews/Pecans/Macadamia mix), Goldfish, a can of Pringles Sour Cream/Onion chips, the CD, and a birthday card.

Now, the really fun part was this morning. I drove over to their house and called on my cell as I was driving (out of respect for my ex's privacy I never just drive over unannounced), and my answered the phone and said she was just there by herself watching TV while she was out taking a walk. So I kept talking while driving, asking about her day and what she was doing later, and told her that I had a present for her. By that time I was almost at the townhouse, and I 'wondered how I was going to get it to her', and she said 'Oh you will probably just come over to the house later and give it to me like last year'...and by then I was at the door and rang the bell...and she said someone was at the door...so I told her I would hold on while she answered.

The squeals of delight in her voice after looking through the peephole...'Daddy!!!'.

Yes, I love doing the unexpected, especially when it gives such pleasure.

Oh, she was so happy, but puzzled as she took out each item, but I explained it was all the things she liked, and she smiled and thought it was nice...not seeing the CD yet that was hidden against the side of the bag with the card in front. But then she saw it and pulled it out and started jumping up and down and hugged me. "How did you know?????"...

So, the day started quite well, even though I did open the store a 1/2 hour late...oh well, it is all about priorities.

And, as it turned out, it is about 12:15, and my first customer didn't show up until 10 minutes ago. It is raining, and there is a Fall Festival in town...I feel badly for the merchants and crafters sitting outside at their tent-covered tables...waiting for someone to stop by. I will close my store at 2 today, and walk over and try to buy some things, or at least say Hi.

A girl from the Farmer's Market just came in to get warm and dry for a moment, and use my bathroom. She is about 14, and she is there every week selling her family's produce. She always smiles and thanks me, and usually asks if she can bring something back for me...today she said their peppers were really good, and they had some apples if I liked. I told her that I had just gone to the store so I had enough, but maybe next week if they had extra, that I could always use peppers, since I fry slices of peppers to go along with my Sunday breakfast.

Actually, I don't have any produce for tomorrow. But I just thought about her making another trip over in the rain just to give me something...no...not today.

It always seems to be those who have so little, who offer so much...who give so much. I just looked out my window and I see her standing there, so few people walking around this part of town...mostly, if there are people around, they are over at the Festival. I wonder how much she sold today...and how many brothers and sisters she has. Their tent is older and has a few tears that have been sewn, and the drips keep coming through those patches. There are no sides to the tent and she is standing there with her hands in her pockets, wearing a hooded sweatshirt jacket and jeans. I can see her smiling and laughing at something a farmer at the next booth has said. He is pointing to something on her table and she is reaching over and picking something up and looking at it, and putting it in a nearby bin. Maybe it was a tomato going bad, maybe it was a wormy apple...I don't know.

Well, I have customers...although it seems they are really here to get out of the rain and gloom of the day. People don't shop with their hands in their pockets.

But I will greet them and ask them if they have been walking around the town, and we will likely share a smile or laugh or story. And they might buy something, or at least keep me in mind for a present at a later date. But not today.

Some days are just like that.
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It was all just an accident really.
Posted:Sep 28, 2006 10:30 am
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2007 7:06 am
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I guess that is how most incredible discoveries happen. I allowed myself to move forward in time and although I'm not sure since the years were no longer in 'AD' but 'UD' for Universal Dating, but I think it was (or should I say, 'Will Be') about 300 years in the future.

I think the first thing I noticed was that everyone was in their 20's and I was so scared that we had indeed become some sort of 'Orwellian-No one over 30' world. But that wasn't it at all. As it turned out, I was surrounded by people of all different ages, even 150 year olds were able to choose to look 20, or even 6 years old if they desired.

It was all an accident, I found out later. Apparently, in fifty years from now, over 40% of the world's population had some sort of sexually-transmitted disease, and all efforts turned toward trying to cure them or find some vaccine. But nothing was working. They simply didn't have the tools to discover the inner workings of any virus, much less the cure. And then, the accident.

At Stanford University, a student was working with one of their newest Supercomputers and began merging a new modeling technology with his own atomic particle research, mainly just to perfect a 3-D game...well, actually to create a more realistic sex slave for himself to use...which again, was ironic because no one wanted to have sex with him because he had Herpes.

But what he thought was impossible actually happened. Instead of just 'seeing' the results of atomic particles, he actually was seeing the particles themselves. Suddenly, the most advanced Electron microscope was as obsolete as a magnifying glass compared to it. At first no one believed it possible and was certain there was some trick...acting as though he had found a way to move faster than the speed of light (actually that will happen in 8810 UD...but I'll have to tell you about that in another post.)

Scientists from all over the world seized on the technology and before long we were able to see the smallest virus in entirety, and 'tag' it for destruction....or manipulation. Cures for the most deadly Cancers were found almost overnight and everyone scrambled to be the first to find a cure for anything they could. It was the 'Industrial Revolution' of medicine. Within three years, actual genes and chromosomes could be changed and the idea of 'perfection' had become a choice. In fact, over the next few years, everything became a choice.

People could become male or female or both if they chose. Amputated limbs were regrown, defective Kidney's or Livers...even brain damage could be put in good health. And then aging was able to be stopped...even reversed.

There was a movement to require 'bio tags' on everyone, and some countries did so, but mostly there was no real way to know what age anyone was, or even their birth-sex or original appearance.

It seemed to be the dawn of a new day. But, like anything, good can be used for 'evil', and even though so many things could be cured, there was no cure for absolute death. And so there was still murder, there were still fiery deaths, there was still sorrow, and funerals, and loss of loved ones. And there were many loved ones, because after the 'Sexual Awakening' (which happened after all the cures for all diseases) everyone had sex with everyone it seemed and it was so openly done that even game shows on the 'V' had a show called "What's That Position", where people in their living rooms could win a million dollars every time they correctly guessed which of the celebrity panelists was doing what to whom by watching them have sex.

Sex truly became a recreation. Marriage was still celebrated, but mostly by the most religious. But in just about every marriage it was accepted that sexual sharing with others was permitted, and even encouraged. The polyamorous movement which began with the Hippies of the 1960's grew to be the norm throughout the Western world and was slowly emerging as a force even throughout Asia and the Islamic faith based countries. Japan was actually one of the first countries to completely embrace polyamory, partly due to their being the ones to cure AIDS and create vaccines for just about every sexually transmitted disease after the Atomizer was invented.

It was with much regret that I left the future, but responsibilities here in the present meant that I had to do just that. But at least, while I was there I had sex with a few hundred people. And so, this morning I awoke, once again in the present, and now must search again for those who are 'ahead of their time'.

Until then....
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I can't believe another year has gone by.
Posted:Sep 13, 2006 4:19 pm
Last Updated:Jun 18, 2007 7:09 am
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Has it been so long a time? What happened in the time it took for the Earth to make another Journey...have I found true love, have I found 'the one', have I found a new friend, or lover, or lovers?

What has happened in a single year in the life of a Time Traveler, who has all of time at his control...that he can visit any thoughts or feelings during his past or leap forward to view an uncertain future? What did I do...what did I see?

One year, and it is again a time of beginnings:

...a time for my to find that he can once again move forward in his life instead of constantly being reminded of poor choices in his troubled past. He has started College and sees a lighted path out of his personal darkness.

...a time for my to find herself as an emerging toward womanhood, her first period, her first day of Middle School, her first day of being in a classroom with someone taller than she is. Disney to Brat to Sisterhood....all in a single day it seems.

...a time to forgive others and ask to be forgiven, or at least try, or simply let others know that I am not a perfect baby or or or adult or rotting corpse. I am simply myself, and I am all of those things and more.

But now it is time to create another future....a parallel future...and perhaps I will just be forced to create many parallel futures.

My own Billy Pilgrim, my own Henry DeTamble, my own me.

Have I become unstuck in time? Or is it that I wish to be unstuck in time....

Yes, the customers come in again, marching in with their instruments, marching in with their lists of supplies needed, marching in with wide eyes and smiling faces young, and tired eyes and troubled faces old.

"My name is Alexandra" she said, "And today is my thirteenth birthday". Her smile brightened my day, such a dreary, rain-swollen day...but how could I not smile back and wish her a Happy Birthday. Thirteen. She looked at least sixteen, and there was a time when I would have asked to carry her books, or walk with her a while, or written poetry for her to read, or wrote a song for her to hear. There was a time....

Time.

Another year and I have not written, nor have I searched, nor have I touched or been touched, either in heart or mind or spirit.

The girl in the store smiled again and had found two books to purchase for herself...for her birthday. And I realized then that she was buying her own birthday gift...that she had no one who really cared, or had time, or made the effort. I realized that she told me it was her birthday because there was no one else to tell. She was schooled at home, so no friends smiled and touched her arm or laughed with her or welcomed her into the world of a . And so, I commented how she was now a , and she smiled and raised her hand to politely shake hands as she was taught upon being introduced, and yet it was to say 'goodbye for now, another time perhaps', then walked to the door.

Outside, her muddy chrome scooter leaned against the railing outside...rain still drizzling, parents too busy, a ...no...a , with plastic-wrapped treasure leaving me alone again on a cold and dreary day.

And yet, I felt so much warmer inside. Not because of anything she said, or her smile, or her very youth or no longer youth. It was simply because she shared some of her happiness with me on a cold damp day, one day, just one year later than the year before.

Happy Birthday Alexandra!

Until next year.

Until then,
Your friend in time,
'Mark'
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Preparing for the onslaught.
Posted:Sep 2, 2005 2:36 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2007 2:34 pm
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It is somewhat quiet today. Which is typical for most Friday afternoons, but especially today since it is a Holiday weekend. I just wish I were going somewhere...but this just marks another year without a vacation. But things should be under control enough by January to let me go away for a week...although I simply refuse to go anywhere alone. Someone mentioned that perhaps a 'single's cruise' would be a great idea, and I tend to agree, even though the typical age of 'singles' are much younger than myself. But, why not? After all, even Richard Bach wrote in 'Illusions', "You are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it true. You may have to work for it however." Yeah...a very wise man. So, I need to work for it.

Well, speaking of work...a lot of people depend on me to bring happiness into their lives, either by keeping this building in existence, or by simply fixing someone's instrument, or keeping things they need in stock. Hmm...5 o'clock...one hour until closing. Tonight I really would love to surprise everyone by getting that other room finished. It would make their lives so much better having some more space. But I also need a bit of a break...a nice dinner perhaps.

Balance. That is what it is all about. You have to be able to use resources wisely, and that includes time as well as materials.

Ha ha...it took about 1/2 hour to get back to this...I made some people very happy. It's ironic when I think about it...making people happy is what I do best, and yet there are not too many people who think of me that way beyond what I 'do' for them in my business. They just don't think of me as a person who could be on a site like this...a man...who enjoys pleasing a woman.

Well, enough for now. I'll do better next time...maybe share one of my 'erotic' stories as soon as I finish it. Well...actually I have finished it, but now I have to change the names and a few things, because when I write, I write about people I know and then place them in the story. And I can't take a chance that anyone might recognize themselves...lol...no...that wouldn't be very good at all.

But hey, it's my fantasy. And I can go anywhere I want with it. Even through time, if that is what I choose.

See you whenever.
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