smartmama 58F
181 posts
10/14/2005 6:31 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


by the AdultFriendFinder censors. here is the thing, if they don't tell you what you wrote that they are censoring, how can you know what to fix? I took out the names of the musicians I quoted, but it may have been the content, saying something about married men coming to visit. AdultFriendFinder censors, will you tell me? Someone on another blog mentioned how you can say all the words to describe sex, but somehow there are IDEAS that are not okay. Interesting, really.

and then some weird guy who in IM was flat and uninteresting and creepy, visits the blog and tells me i am negative, that the title is a misnomer, zen sex. yeah, well here is the thing about the blog, it is my place to write what is happening. it isn't your's. as the seagulls said in that movie about the little lost fish, MINE, MINE, MINE. if it is negative, that is where i am. we all go up and down, in and out, all around the maypole. i wasn't attracted to you. i told you that upon our first im. i didn't block you. you kept chiming in. when i spoke with you on im, i was even less attracted to you.you told me to come to you, to shop and that there were kittens. it conjured up some scary scenario. come into my lair and see the kittens, shop and sex. you presented yourself as creepy, one among a lot of creepy creeps here. i trust in your everyday life you are fine, but here, you gave me the willies. will this be censored? then your comments here confirmed what my instincts told me. creepy man.

then some dude visits who is apparently part of some soap opera of some new england clique, and geez, just leave me out of it. i'm not interested.

creepy, creepy, creepy.

but there are non-creeps. i know, i've met them. there are sexy, smart, good looking, employed, unattached men who make me laugh, and come. maybe i won't meet them online, that's okay, i still like to spill. spilling calms me down. if you don't like me, you can just not read me. isn't that the way it goes? if you don't want what someone is putting out, then you can go elsewhere. there are thousands of blogs. thousands of women.

oh, and it is official, my movie star crush daniel, is going to be Bond. i hope it doesn't ruin his interesting career. i hope he shapes it and makes it more gritty, more interesting.


gnr8nrg 46M

10/14/2005 12:51 pm

Hi smartmama. You emailed me asking if your post offended me? I haven't seen your post in my blog. You may have been censored again. That sucks if you were, but please post again and if it doesn't work then email it . I'm interested in what you have to say. Grant

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