5 days to go...  

slightlyjadedone 50F
194 posts
9/25/2005 8:25 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

5 days to go...

Okay I have made it through 4 days of work...now I have the rest of the week till I have a day off. I believe I have been running on sugar highs every day. I have been working 10 hour days and yet still I come home do the cleaning and cooking etc. damn I am such a "fucktard" I think I thrive on being a nutcase...the worse off the better...odd....oh well...I hope everyone is doing well...and that everyone is safe...till I have a moment in time to share some thoughts...D

rm_berge62 54M

9/27/2005 5:11 am

hey slightlyjadedone, sometimes i don't want to come home , as i am marriad as well. i do my fair share around the house. and no you are not a fucktard...... maybe we should chat and see if we can help each other out.

(Juan S)
2642 posts
9/27/2005 11:38 am

Don't forget to FIND time for you and what YOU need... difficult I know. A lot of my blogging friends, remind me to do the same thing...but we both have to try, OK?

slightlyjadedone 50F

9/27/2005 7:12 pm

Sizzle I am trying to do that...is a very hard task....

triag916 51M

9/27/2005 10:15 pm

What is difficult, will only make US stronger. I know not original but true. Special Thoughts.

jcsjcs11 55M

9/28/2005 6:18 pm

He's right you are not a fucktard... you think so much... you think about your current predicament and keep going round and round....

If you can find some bright spots... spend more time focusing on them... even if there five days away... maybe it helps you trudge through the rest of the crap

KeatsRogueShawl 60M
6 posts
9/29/2005 1:38 am

life sometimes isn't all that fair seems that some people expect you to settle into a routine work during the day, care for the house and family during the evenings. Critical thing here is to postion yourself so that you get something out of it. all have needs, all have desires if time or the opportunity doesn't arise then you need to take charge and change them. hope to talk soon

CCBeacher 57M
3 posts
9/29/2005 10:12 pm

Jesus!!! quit trying to be what you are not already. If you arent happy and you understand the cause, step away. Sounds simple huh? "what about the mitigating factors?" you say. Think of all the reasons not to Be who you are. F*%! that and those that tell me who I am. How dare I let them define me as an entity. Their opinions/advice are naught to me. Better to fail on my own path than to be a success on theirs, I say. Besides 'What you are screams so loudly...I can not hear what you say.'

"The path is narrow like the edge of a sword. I rejoice to walk upon it. GOD's WORD is 'they that persevere shall not fail'. I have implicit trust in my GOD. Therefore, though I slip and fall a thousand times, I rejoice to walk upon the path." Mohandis Ghandi-ji-

"Trust movement.Life happens at the level of events not words.Trust only movement."
-Alfred Adler-
So my friends stop trying to turn the grass from green to blue. For even if in its terror of your "opinion of it" it turns blue; it will only do so until your back is turned. Green is what it is. Even the grass can't change its true nature even to please you. Let you life be you message and all else will be well.

Your Friend,
Tarl Cabot

saturnmars3333 56M/60F

9/30/2005 10:16 pm

I see you are online tonight and perhaps you will find the time and energy to post some of your thoughts.I posted a response to one of your earlier musings as I was quite interested by it.10 hours a day of work then home to cook and clean may well qualify you for a "fucktard" as you put it if you aren't getting any help form your mate or kids on the home front.But only because of the burden it places on you and how you loathe it.Get out,have a few drinks,relax and laugh.Easy for me to say I know,but hopefully you'll find the time and energy to do it.Good Luck.

thomchas 62M
1 post
10/2/2005 7:58 pm

Hi slightlyjadedone, I can imagine what you go thru as I work 7 days a week to keep up with home and car payments, etc. The way I deal with stress is to count my blessings and thank God for everything in my life especially my kids, home, health, on and on! Hang in there and God Bless!

rm_hrnyfireguy 50M

10/5/2005 9:20 am

Hey girl, you do what you ned to for your family that is a very good thing BUT you do need some time for yourself. If your not happy no matter how hard you try your family won't be either, so find the time for you! If no one else will make you happy then you do it yourself. I hope you find what/who your looking for out here! If you want drop me a line and lets chat, I think I have what you want!!! Dave

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