Keeper of my heart....  

slidein2meplz 61F
1363 posts
3/7/2006 5:29 pm

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Keeper of my heart....

I am full of emotion as the keeper of my heart had to go home this morning.

By yesterday, we were already missing each other...knowing that when this morning came he flys home and I go back to bed and nuzzle the pillow he slept on to breathe in his scent.

He's arrived home safe and sound...but I wish he was still here.

I would like to share some of what went on...but the rest is sacred/private....as it should be.

I won't keep you in suspense. Everything I hoped for proved to be correct. Yes, I cried when he left.

His plane was about a half hour late due to landing gear concerns out of Phoenix to Tucson. There wasn't a bit of uncertainty...and it felt as if we had known and been together for a long time. Natural.

On the way home from the airport I wanted to show him the RV center where I used to work and so we drove thru the resort and I mentioned that they have a pretty good restaurant...since he's in that field. He was hungry and so was I so we went ahead and had lunch there....shortly after we ordered...I had a devious little thought run thru my mind...and said "hmmm, I wonder if I can get an employee discount"....and we laughed pretty good over that one. It was great.

Then after we ate I wanted to show him just how big the dealership was, but they were having one of their annual events and the drive was blocked so we couldn't actually drive thru. No biggie, but the rent a cop was nice...and batting my baby blue's at him didn't work. Oh well.

Ok, so we get home...and both of us had been either up and awake all night or just awake...sorta like that Disneyland commercial where the little kids are sitting in the bedroom and the little boy says... he's too excited to sleep. So we take a nap...clothes still ON. Minds out of the gutter...you naughty pervs.

I had forgotten last week when we made plans for him to come that this weekend was the first of the month and that I always attend my Buddhist world peace prayer meeting...which he went to with me...and that was very cool that he did. I was honored that he did.

I recieved an email from one of my Buddhist friends last night and she says... "Ok, who was that gorgeous man you brought to Ko-Fu Gongyo??? Hope it works out for you!!! He's cute! lol.. good ol Lilly Rose...she doesn't miss a thing.

Sunday...we went to my Mom's...because earlier in the week when I told her he was coming...she freaked out...well, actually freaked out is a little overboard...but she was freaked a little.

Course, she's 72 years old...and romance/relationships born and fostered via the internet isn't something she really understands. However, she did email me after I told her, that she would try to be open minded about it. Anyway, he met mom and her boyfriend...Fred. It was a really good visit...she really loosened up and I could see she felt comfortable. Plus he made her laugh and they "high fived"...lol. So, he passed the mom test.

When we got home Sunday evening after dinner, there was a chat invite so I "Cam'd the fuck up"...lol... and he and I chatted a bit with a few of my favorite bloggers..my chosen blogland family...and that was a whole lot of fun, lot's of laughs...so they got to see him/me together. **Minds out of the gutter...you naughty pervs** No "webcam show"...lol.

Yesterday...he met my brother. First words out of his mouth were "your a tall sucker ain't ya" or something to that effect...lol. He is too...lol. Ok... so now he's passed the mom test and the brother test. Last one to go was the best friend test and so we went to my friend Robins. No problem, he passed with flying colors.

We laughed a lot...talked a lot...had a great dinner last night that he made...and what lies ahead only the universe knows...but as far as I'm concerned...he's a keeper...and I'm ready, willing and able to follow the path that I hope leads us to the same place.

Maybe this is the path to the door that is suppose to open when the last door closed?


You are amazing...and I am missing you.XXXXXXX


~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


duststormdiva 51F
6854 posts
3/7/2006 6:12 pm

I am so excited for you! I hope he makes you as happy as my new love makes me.

DustStormDiva


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/7/2006 7:25 pm

Dusty...he does...it's incredible...and I am speechless.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


kyplowboy22 61M

3/7/2006 8:57 pm

good deal, kid

kpb


rm_titsandtires 51M/41F
3656 posts
3/7/2006 9:37 pm

Good for you, my mystical mistress. Does this mean I can't barge into your room in the palace anymore at midnight?


rm_jefedan 57M
24 posts
3/7/2006 9:53 pm

I must say out loud for all to know and hear: Slide has a wonderful family and friends that love and truely care for her - such a wonderful gift from one person to another - making her a very wealthy person indeed. I very much enjoyed meeting them. Thanks for having me to Ko-Fu Gongyo, I very much enjoyed the experience and learning about your beliefs. Slide, you're a keeper, I want very much to walk the path with you , hand-in-hand, exploring all the doors that open before us. Thank you again for the visit, I haven't enjoyed myself that much in years and years. You are oh so very special to me...I miss you so very much... See you in my dreams... My best...


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/7/2006 10:44 pm

kyplowboy22 ~~ Thanks KP...and thanks for caring, it means a lot to me in so many ways.

titsandtires ~~ 'fraid so Tires...you'll have to knock...no more runnin in to tattle on KP. Thanks my gearhead buddy!

Sensuous_Salz ~~ Thank you...everyone deserves it. It's been such a long time since I've had this sort of connection with anyone...it just takes my breath away...cuz for quite awhile I didn't think anyone was out there.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


rm_DaphneR 58F
7938 posts
3/7/2006 11:21 pm

"and he and I chatted a bit with a few of my favorite bloggers..my chosen blogland family...and that was a whole lot of fun, lot's of laughs...so they got to see him/me together. **Minds out of the gutter...you naughty pervs** No "webcam show"...lol."

well...if he would have stood up MAYBE we'd have gotten a show.
I think it's great that you guys had such a good time. Hugs to both of you.

Have tongue, will use it. Repeatedly.


rm_goddess1946 105F
13518 posts
3/7/2006 11:33 pm

[purple] Maybe this is the path to the door that is suppose to open when the last door closed?

................could be
You know...that always happens...
one way or another!

wonderful to read this..happiness to you always..
you certainly do deserve it! {=}

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...
{=}


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/7/2006 11:39 pm

Jefe...
Thank you. They really liked you too and whatever doubts they had vanished when they saw us together. I wasn't surprised...I knew they would.

For you to come to Ko-Fu Gongyo meant more to me than I can put into words...and I'm happy you enjoyed it.

I'm so glad you were here...glad we took that chance early on to see if what clicked online actually clicked in person, face to face... which we now know did the very second you got into the car at the airport.

All though it seemed more like you were just coming home instead of coming for a visit...that's how comfortable and natural it felt to me to have you here. It was fun...and I haven't laughed like that in way over a year. I didn't want you to go...but you know this already and you know it goes beyond special...and you are now the proud owner of one golden heart key.

**in my best yiddish voice...as Lilly to Irving** Maybe you got a cookie?

Missing you is an understatement...but...with the miracle of 'ol Al Gore's invention the internet...we can see and hear each other nightly, so...at least we have that until the rest of it comes together...one step at a time...Hand in hand, arm in arm...let's see what's behind door# 3....shall we? XXXXXXXXX Nani.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/7/2006 11:50 pm

DaphneR ~~ ROFLMAO...yep, gotta admit...you would have indeed gotten a show had he stood up. Guess I might as well tell everyone..lol. I told the chat room...that I would "cam the fuck up" after he goes and puts on his pants...cuz, well... he was nekkid...I wasn't (yet, cuz we had just gotten home from dinner and I came straight in to check email...and he went straight into the bedroom to get out of his clothes). So I told him to go put pants on...so I could turn the web cam on...and when he came back into the room, he was just wearing a shirt...and since he was behind me...figured he was safe. LOL...which he was. LOL...Thanks Daphne...hugs right back at ya from both of us...oh, and he said to tell you Hi. He really enjoyed the few minutes of goofin on the webcam and in the chat room with you guys...and I was glad to have you all meet him...since he's gonna be around for I hope a very, very long time.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/7/2006 11:59 pm

goddess1946 ~~ Yes, I agree...it could very well be and we're both ready for it...his thoughts and feelings are in line with mine. We're both very excited and anxious to see where this takes us...and both feel certain that it will lead to great things. Thank you...I always love and value your positive energy.

I think I can safely say for the both of us that we very much appreciate the positive thoughts and well wishes shown to us...by everyone so far, as we take this step into an unknown future, but feel that this future will be what we've both been searching for. Thank you!

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/8/2006 12:35 am

mzhunyhole ~~ Thank you huny...but right now, I've very concerned for you....and yes, I have to echo your yeehaw....lol. Take care of yourself.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


oldman1776 78M
3164 posts
3/8/2006 1:25 pm

Slide I'm happy for you and jefedan. He's a good looking young man. Wish you both well.


rm_jefedan 57M
24 posts
3/8/2006 8:16 pm

Thank you for the kind words oldman...please, either stop flirting with me or just come out and say what you want...LOL


rm_1hotwahine 62F
21091 posts
3/9/2006 10:09 am

I'm really glad that this lovely relationship has come into your life. So sorry I missed you guys the other night. Tell him that means he has to come back to visit you so you can both cam the &^%$ up again!

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]


redlipsprincess
(Princess Lips)
51F

3/9/2006 10:31 am

happy for you
*hugs*

TTFN


slidein2meplz 61F
1994 posts
3/10/2006 12:03 pm

oldman1776 ~~ Thank you...we appreciate it very much. Good chatting with you and the gang last night...he enjoyed it very much.

jefedan ~~ xxx.. Have I told you lately how awesome you are?

candy69sosweet ~~ "Keep that door open wide, and explore this new world together." Oh, absolutely Candy...he and I are totally on the same page...and both will work to keep it open for a very long time. Thanks..love ya!

1hotwahine ~~ Thanks...your support as well as the others too, means a lot. Sorry we missed you the other night...but didn't miss you last night...except he was at his home and me in mine...but still, at least you all had a chance to get to know him a little. I'm sure there will be more times...and more times that he and I will get to be together. He had fun chatting last night.

redlipsprincess ~~ Thank you...hugs back at ya.

waggypolly ~~ Thanks, I did read the other comment and am sorry it wasn't a good experience...I hate when those hopes are built up and then poof...nothing. I know how that must've been, cuz I've been there a time or 3...it ain't fun. I have to say, I was very relieved things went well and are still going well.

~~~ Just me, poppin to say HI! ~~


papyrina 51F
21133 posts
3/10/2006 1:03 pm

sounds like a wonderful weekend i hope you have many more


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