People these days...  

singlealaskan 30M
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10/18/2005 12:19 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

People these days...


Sometimes people just drive me nuts... Women lately, in general... i think they are trying to drive me nuts or something. One friend of mine led me on for the last 2 months trying to get with me, and after all that, she tells me that she is waiting for a very special friend of hers...makes me feel good to know that. Thanks, it really does good for my self esteem when you tease me and tell me how bad you want it, then turn me down.

Then, theres this one girl, i would have married her, lord willing...lol... We had gone out for a while, off and on for the last few years, and i love her to death, but she drives me up a wall... I finally got the guts to propose, and she says yes... im loving it at this point; then she pops in with the "i have a bf and i dont want to be unfaithful" wait a sec... you didnt even tell me that?! thanks for the info girl... all that time we spent together, and you cant even tell me something as simple as that?! Being unfaithful, i could see if they were together for more than a week... of course, she had already fixed that, since as she was in a playful mood the night before, she sent me nekked pics of herself. Unfaithful my ass, she just likes screwing with my head i think. Not to mention, her bf is only going out with her to get into her pants... when asked if he liked her, as she is starting to fall for him (she told me the same thing...) all he could tell her was "uh, yeah, sort of" asshole. YOU DO NOT TREAT MY GIRL LIKE THAT, GOT IT! id take a bullet for her, hell she saved my life, literally. I will go down there and beat him if he hurts her in any way...

Will someone make up their freaking minds over here?! you want me, you dont, you'll marry me, you wont... Either take me as i am, or get out of my way. Im done compromising, done surrendering to people, and just plain done screwing around. I am this close to swearing off women... None of them can make up their minds...

WyldCherie 59F

12/9/2005 7:11 pm

Hello Single,

Well I read your blog postings..and I will agree with you...that too many people play games in life..

Not just women....men do also...be it a boyfriend/girlfriend, or your wife or husband...

There are always ones who get hurt for loving another...I know I am one myself...but...

No matter what age we are, or where we are in our stage of life...

Everything that happens to us while living, is all for a reason....

Yes I know you have heard this before I'm sure..but you know it's so very true...

And you learn from your mistakes..I think that is why we are allowed to suffer through all we do during our lifetime...

Our Memories make us who we are today...

I was a person who never believed in that..or many other things..and even at my age..I was proven wrong..

If you just listen to your gut feeling...for that is where your wisdom is...

And you follow your HEART not your head....it will lead you where you need to be...

Take your time you are young..and you have your whole life to make mistakes, but you also have the other half to learn from them and go on to be happy...

I wrote a poem for a man I chatted with on yahoo..he had been abused by his wife during their marriage...

I could feel his pain..so I sat down and wrote this for him...I was not able to give it to him..for he drifted away because of his lack of trust with people...

So I'm posting it for you...I think it fits..but it also has hope in it if you read it and understand it...

(Angel's are all around you, and come in all form...Some just have not gotten their Wings yet <wink> )

It's better to be alone than in love just half the way..remember that.

Much Love Sent,
~DA~

(Behind The Mask )

A Gentle Man, That's What I Am..
No One Would Know,
The Hurt That Flows..
So Deep Inside,
The Wounds I Hide...
The Walls I've Built,
To Just Survive...
The Love I Have,
To Give So Free,
Has Now Become,
My Destiny..
The Mask I Wear,
The Scars I Bare..
Are All That's Left,
For Me To Share..
The Mask Of Laughter,
The Sting Of Pain,
The Tears Loneliness,
That Still Remain..
The Dreams I Have,
Of Loving You..
I Hope One Day,
Will All Come True...

Christina Ann Lewis
Copyright ©2005 Christina Ann Lewis


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