Are All Men Retarded or Just Plain Stupid?  

sincityamberxxx 41F
265 posts
6/8/2006 12:55 am

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Are All Men Retarded or Just Plain Stupid?

Well I have finally fucking had it. I am at my wits end. Now most of you know from reading my blog over that last few months that I am a pretty easy going chick with a free spirit, and I really try and live my life to the fullest but tonight I just fucking had it with someone.

Without using any names or getting too crazy with specifics I found out this guy who I've had a mad insane crush on for what seems like forever is in hot pursuit of another female "friend with benefits". I'm so pissed off about this and I'm not even sure why. Is it because I would give my life for this guy? Who knows. It's not like I'm on his pay no mind list because he does pay me a lot of mind. I just feel like why would you be looking for something else when you have a total package right in front of you.

Yeah that's fucking right I said I was a total package because I really am. First of all I am not married and have no kids. I'm free to date, go out, have fun, travel with, and all that good stuff. I have a good family, good friends, and will share all that with the right person. I own my own place, have a car, a great job (2 in fact), and have a big fat retirement account. I am not looking for someone to take care of me like a lot of women are. Besides that I'm actually a nice person and I have all my teeth and a great set of 38D tits. I only see 2 real "issues" but both of them can be taken care of. Issue #1 I am a thick girl and some dudes like skinny girls...but I can diet. Issue #2 my massage table of ecstasy. Of course most dudes won't go for that but who cares I would shut it down for the right guy. I make enough money at my spa job. Let's not forget that at any time of the day or night I am ready to FUCK. That's right I can fuck at the drop of a hat. I'm pretty much horny 24/7. If my pussy is busted, my ass or mouth will work just fine.

So why would a guy not want this? Why would he look for something "better"? You've got to be fucking kidding me dude (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) if you think "better" is going to find you. FORGET IT.

I am the best fucking thing you will ever have. I am the total package. No chick on Earth is going to put up with your constant blabbering and your crazy scedule. No chick on Earth is going to suck your old man cock the way I do. NO ONE. No one is going to care how your day went, how's your family, your health, how your diet is coming along....NO ONE. You hit the fucking jackpot when you met me and now you think you can find better? YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME. The grass isn't greener, honey, believe me. No one will let you fuck her the way I let you violate me. And no one, I mean NO ONE will toss your salad the way I did. I fuck like a fucking rockstar--3 inputs, toys, threesomes, moresomes...not to mention sucking cock on demand! Ha! There is no better!

Go ahead dummy, I dare you to find someone even remotely close to me. Good luck with that. She will probably rip you off, rob you, and take you for all that you've got only for you to come crying back to me at which point I will spit in your face and kick you in your ass.

Don't be stupid, stupid. I am the total fucking package and don't you ever fucking forget it.

OK, I just had to get that off my chest...phew! I feel better now.

rm_Harrybd 52M
8 posts
6/8/2006 2:11 am

You go girl!There's nothing wrong with thickness!Have you ever thought of sticking your head under the blanket instead of you hand?

timberwolf6972 44M

6/8/2006 2:14 am

I think that you are fine. My only issue with you would be the distance between us. I wish you luck in your search.

rm_cockmerollme 45F
1223 posts
6/8/2006 3:08 am





MysteryDreamer 57F

6/8/2006 3:25 am

It doesnt matter about breast size, body type, or any of that hon. Men will take, take, and take until they have had all of you. Then they throw you to the side, move on to the next one. Damnnnnnnnnn, lets not get started, lol. Anyway, I am glad you got it off your chest and feel better. Blogging helps out alot. Good luck, and yes, do spit on him if he shows back up, lol. There is plenty of fish in the sea!!!


Fletch8491 50M

6/8/2006 6:24 am

Men never know how good they have it in front of them until its gone. I guess it feels better to vent, but I would recommend that you just let the idiot make his own mistakes. He would be a fool to pass up what you have to offer.

sincityamberxxx 41F

6/8/2006 6:44 am

Wow! Wow! Wow! Thank you all for your supportive comments. I can't tell you how much they are appreciated right now. You all fucking rock! Thank you!


6/8/2006 7:44 am

To answer your question, I would have to say both.

Who knows why men do what they do. A lot of men don't appreciate what they have until it's gone and by then it's too late. Some men get bored with what they have and look for something else, only to realize they had it GOOD! Some men are players and just want other options available in case one falls through.

Bottom line, this is his loss. I know it hurts, but move on. He's not worth thinking about or getting aggravated over. There are plenty of other men who will appreciate you and not treat you like this.

Remember when I met you last week, I said you were living the life some of us only dream about? It still stands. I would love to have a friend like you. I would never throw that away. Reading your blogs is soooooo much fun and I wish I was doing what you are doing.

Take Care,


Love, Light, Laughter, Leave a Legacy,


sincityamberxxx 41F

6/8/2006 11:34 am

Thanks, Greg. You are so sweet. It was really a pleasure meeting you last week. That reminds me...I have another tale from my massage table of ecstasy to write. xoxo

Justforfungirl5 49F
68 posts
6/8/2006 12:58 pm

I agree with Cockme ... you are beautiful just the way you are. And you certainly do sound like you are "the whole package." Don't waste a minute more of energy on this idiot, hon. At least you found out what he was really like before you got any more invested in him than you did. I say, "Next!"

sincityamberxxx 41F

6/8/2006 5:14 pm

Right on girl! Next it is! I'm already over it and have 2 new stories from my massage table of ecstasy. I just have to sit down and write them. Take care and thank you.

rm_flapjack34 50M

8/9/2006 12:31 pm

yeah I may rain on the parade, you are cute and fucking you sounds like it could be fun but come on, all guys are looking for "strange" and if they tell you different then your the "strange" just live life have fun and fuck who you can fuck when you can fuck them.

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