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Tired, sick (I'm not thrilled with whoever gave me this cold) and just in dire need of a brain massage. I really wish that such a thing existed!
We're still getting settled in - takes time, unfortunately, and that seems to be in very short supply lately. Hoping that once that's taken care of, we'll be able to start getting out and meeting people again - we're both feeling a little isolated right now, especially after the last few months, and in need of new experiences.
The old experiences... only time will dull the edges. Time to file 'em under the heading "what's done is done". If apologies aren't enough, well, that's not a suprise, but it's also no longer a problem. We've done what we can. It doesn't change the past - nothing can, and I don't think I'd want to if I could. There were certainly some very good moments there, and neither of us will deny that, nor will we forget it.
Everything that's happened, especially this last four or five months, has changed the way both of us approach potential relationships. We're both a hell of a lot more aware of exactly what it is we're looking for and how to ask for it. We're also more aware of the reality of who and what we are as a couple in all of this, and know what to expect from each other.
What does this mean for the future? Who knows until it happens? But it does mean that good things will happen...