ok then...  

shispook 46F
722 posts
5/11/2006 5:17 am

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5/12/2006 4:03 am

ok then...

...keep reachin this point and drawing back...

have hit the 'out of my comfort zone'spot and wondering if I have the courage to deal with it.

I am shaking, I;ve just had a chance meeting with an ex-work colleague who is in the same boat as me, cept she has someone who she wants to go to, I just want out.

The similarities in our stories are unnerving, and while it felt good to offload and realise that I am not the only one in the world with problems, it also banged home the point that I CAN;T go on the way I am, papering over the cracks...

Some of these days, the crack will emerge into a gaping chasm and I will be like Scrat...(Ice Age for those of you who have no kids) and have to accept the inevitability that this is one crack that can;t be patched or held together.

My stomach is doing somersaults...


Green_Tea_Boy 49M
1064 posts
5/11/2006 4:13 pm

bet you still look stunning doing tummy somersaults...lol


goodatpoetry2 66M
12400 posts
5/11/2006 10:16 pm

When something needs to be done, I find that it's best to just go do it. Now.
It's better to feel bad for a few days, then to feel bad for a few weeks AND a few days.


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