k time to put a positive spin on the thing  

shispook 47F
722 posts
12/7/2005 2:21 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

k time to put a positive spin on the thing

k
enuff moaning

I;m in a prime position...(slap myself on the face)

I;ve got a boss keen to train me up to paraplanner,( there;s a guy in the city and he is where I want to be, his role is just what I;m looking for, thanks D for the inspiration and support, I hope you are never gonna read this or I;ll never look you in the eye again lol) willing to fund all sorts of shit to get me there, it;s just waiting on the business to complete so the funds come in. It will deffo help to get paid toooooo. I;m damn good at what I do, and getting better, but I need to stall, reassess and prioritise. He means well, but it is not enough, I need more than thanks,shit shit shit

IN THE MEANTIME...New boss has outlined he will sponsor my course, it will be purely admin, but hey a girl;s gotta start somewhere right? and I WILL get paid.And R even cleaned up for me today...

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I will win...

It;s a win/win situation, I just have to figure out what it is I want MORE.

Just afraid of making the wrong choice, I may leave it to fate and toss a coin, what do you reckon?

Is life what you make of it, or will shit happen no matter what you do? Sometimes I believe that if it;s meant to happen it will, or is that just a lazyassed way of puttin off making decisions? Or a convenient way of avoiding the issue altogether? Sometimes I can see how I;ve manipulated certain situations to suit my purpose, but mostly I go with the flow and deal with the shit as it happens, I;ve got too much going on too be going out looking for trouble...
oh hell there i GO....off on a random tangent again...there must be some sortta therapy available for nutjobs like me...
x


Green_Tea_Boy 50M
1064 posts
12/7/2005 7:01 pm

remember ...only dead fish go with the flow.....xxxx...you ain't a fish...and you ain't dead.....


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