Trying to be all things to everyone....  

shispook 47F
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11/21/2005 8:47 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Trying to be all things to everyone....

is not fun, if you haven;t got the substance to spread around. I try, sometimes I fall, sometimes I am triumphant, more times than enough I;m on autopilot, and can;t even remember the journey home from work...Be nice to be the focus of someone;s attention for a while, jeeze how cheesey is that?

Just every now and then would be nice to have a bit of back up instead of being the backup...closet attention seeker...contradiction in terms, I know, but suppose that;s what I am...a contradiction...scratch the surface...

I know what want, hell, what I need, but can;t let anyone except you anonymous strangers in...safer that way...There is NOONE who knows what I am about, hell I don;t know what I'm about...well I do...but aint that good at sharing, cept for vague references. I;m crediting you with the intelligence to work it out for yourself...


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