What Next!!!  

sexywhiteboy07 46M
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3/24/2006 11:12 am

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3/24/2006 9:50 pm

What Next!!!


Samantha swore that she was off uknowhat again. I didn't believe it because her nose was whistling, she was snoring like a beast, she was constantly hungover, she was erratic, moody, bitchy, and she had been having muscle spasms in her back for over a week now. Plus she was threatening divorce and being mean. I pointed all of this out to her yet she steadfastly denied using. This put a big strain on me. Why did she always have to lie? Why did she have these wild spending sprees? Why take it all out on me? Why did she keep using when it caused her unbearable back pain? Why wouldn't she share? I wanted to party too. I just came off a bender and was totally craving, why wouldn't she share?
She would go to chiropractor to get it worked out, then go do uknowhat and it would be fucked up again, then she would go to another chiro, then more uknowhat.
The doctor bills alone were outrageous, not to mention the thousands she was secretely spending on uknowhat. She was also claiming to go to therapy (lying). All the while I had to babysit the kids at the shop and I couldn't get anything done. She would get pissed if she had to watch kids while I went to lunch, and now I had them for several hours at work.
This was causing great friction in our relationship. I knew she was on uknowhat and even though it was obvious, she totally denied using. This just makes it impossible for me to have normal relations/conversations. I am so offended about the lying, and her accusing me for all of her tension, that it turned me off and we didn't have sex for about a week. We also had a big fight about Cleyteus, Shane and old past shit. I was also constantly finding bills and receipts showing her making extravagant & unneeded purchases.


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