Well Bu Trin ........ Works purty Good!!!  

sexywhiteboy07 46M
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4/4/2006 1:03 pm

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4/6/2006 12:24 pm

Well Bu Trin ........ Works purty Good!!!

I would like to say that we didn't fight for the next 3 weeks. Although we didn't fight that much, we still had a couple disputes in that time frame, but it was nothing compared to what it was.
We had a truce, and for quite a while we did a pretty good job of sticking to it. So at times we WANTED to argue, but held our tongues.
Probably even more important was that Samantha started taking Wellbutrin. She had it prescribed before our trip, and blew it off. Now she started using her prescription, and it and it was doing wonders. They prescribe Wellbutrin for people trying to quit cigarettes, and I think this helped her in the same way for her addiction. She said she actually got a little lift/buzz from it and it helped curb her craving for coke. It improved her mood and motivated her to clean house and deal with the kids.
We did some family stuff in that time frame, and got back into drug-free sex.
We went to see Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, the State Fair, went out to eat and went swimming a bunch. At first I was really sceptical, but I could definately see a change and I was starting to soften up a bit.
I quit going through her purse and clothes. I quit asking questions all of the time. It was like I saw the light at the end of the tunnel I started to loosen up and feel like I could forgive her and love her once again.
I had hope.
One of the times we did fight was July 30. She still showed loyalty to these assholes that helped get her into this.
The same asshole that were fucking stuff up at her resteraunt now. I was also trying to wrap my brain around all of the lies that she had been telling for so long.
Well this night she had gotten stinking drunk and we argued over old shit, I can't remember what set her off but she stormed out of the room and picked up a shot glass on the table and threw it through our side window! THen she said she was leaving and got in the car and took off drunker than shit! I was so pissed at her lack of judgement, things go great and then .....
She was drinking more now, probably to replace the other. But busting out windows and drinking and driving is just idiotic.

imLadyBambi 58M/50F

4/4/2006 8:18 pm

I noticed that everything is written in the past tense. Are you still with Samantha?

Lady Bambi

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